hope; aspire; desires; dreams;

Thursday, March 31

arh

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
im backkk
jus went to white sands to eat delifrance wif geraldine
haha..
not dat nice lors
waste muai moneyyy ar
$$$$ fly away laaa
haas.

todaes chem test was..wierd laa..
it was supposed to v veri easy..
but..arghh..stupid balanced equations.
bleahx

man i dunno wad to blog abt le
im offff.

^^,

Monday, March 28

yawn

hahaa.
lester noes i stole some stuff off his blog le..
woops.
hhehhx...
hmm
my previous entries veri sad mehx?
hmmmphx.
aiyoo anything lor.

lala..wad a boring day..

today ar go school ankle pain again lor
walk here walk dere walk here walk dere.
tsk tsk
listening to jay's concert cd again...heex..x)
so long din listen le..
now e song is gui ji...sad song..

bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan

xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai
xiang nian ni

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jia zhe jing jing bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian


aww man. so sad.
lolx.

laaa. now hor term 2 start le all my test..
haah going to flunk le all..
tml maths test
thurs chem test.
aha..CHEM TEST...
im so looking forward to failing it.
den geraldine tan shi ya
trying to ci ji me dat she onli hav maths test tml
and no more tests le.
pooots laaa
i dun wan study leeeeee.
damn sick of it
arghghghghghx

yawn la now everytime go sch sian sian
everyday also dun feel lyk going
sumore ankle ache sia
wad a screwed up life
no pe for me tml. again
*sighs
lets count..
erm...its been about...
1..2..3..
oh.
7 weeks after i sprained for the first time
and..
5 days since the second time.
wonderful.
`zzz..
dun u tink dat life jus sux.
hmphx.


OH YES...
lets talk about yu lian..
wahahaha.
guess wad she did today..!!
muahahx.
shes humourous k
im serious!
wahahaha.
yu lian finished teaching maths a bit earlier today
so sumone suggested going for early recess.
i tink its justin.haas.

justin: tcher can go early recess?
yu lian:no. at most u can runnnnn out and rush to the canteen immediately after the bell rings
justin:huh..? *blurlook
yu lian:if not u wan den u fly dere also can! *starts moving her hands up n down..

LOL omg..
me hannah n jw wr lyk...-_- '''''''
act cute sia....lol!!!
imagine dat..yu lian ok...
no joke..mwhaahahhx.
dat was funni! lols

lalaaa.oki
i'm gone. *poooooofx

if loving makes u tire d
it isn't love anymor e
it's a burde n
let go if it isn't worth the tear s
or the heart brea k

it isn't worth it.im letting go

xP

Saturday, March 26

haix

see la im back to dis horrible mood today.again.
haix
jus read lester's blog..so chim..buden made alort of sense.
its jus wad im tinking la...hmmhx.

Everytime when you have decided that everything you want to forget is forgotten, they seem to come back and haunt you again.
The memories you want most to be rid off never seem to really go away, they vanish completely for a while, then they come right back for you, stabbing you where it hurts the most.

everyone of us has memories we want to keep, and want to be freed of.
some memories are the things that really hurt the most. are memories there to remind us of how we used to love someone?
To remind us how foolish we once were?
Or are they simply here to torture us?
and it's always so easy to remember but not to forget.

Have you ever thought what would have happened instead if you did do what you truly thought was right?
Have you ever regretted?
some times. u look back and realised you're the only one holding on.
u need to let go. but how?
"I love you"
are three words u should never say out if u dunt mean it.
but sometimes ppl realli dun understand.
i definitely wun say it unless i mean it.

yeah..but some how things never turn out right
maybe u felt dat ur feelings wr returned.
but in the end. everything had to come to an end.
and u realised dat u wr wrong all the while.
those 3 words wr never put to action.
it was jus a sort of decoration in ur life
make it seem so beautiful n worthwhile to live on.

but someday the decorations are taken down.
and u feel so stupid to actually hav believed.
and thrs nth u can do to stop the pain le.

somehow u jus dunt belong n no one understands u
[you will never ever understand how i feel]


___//i sho ul d ne ver hav e bel ieved in h appy e ndin g s____
___happ y end ings onl ii be l o ng to fai ry tal e s___//

Friday, March 25

im righttttttttttt

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

hahh.im 35% left brained and 65% right brained.
yayyy.

i luv day dreaming. ^^,

Thursday, March 24

l o ve____*

sHe was not pretty..
But she had feelings..
One day, she felt in love with a guy..A guy she really had a crush on..But she realized that she was not pretty..So she kept it deep inside her heart..
sHe was not pretty..Knowing this, she still approached the guy she admired..Upon approaching him, she asked his name and asked for his number..
They came into contact with each other..The lady was so happy and she felt nice talking to the guy..sHe was not pretty..sHe had to remember this all the time..sHe knew she couldnt say out her wish to the guy..
However, one day, she took up the strength to call the guy.. When she was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..
It was him..Her crush...Her guy of her dreams..he asked her out on that night..There was no reason for her to say NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..
sHe was not pretty..This was proven to her at that night..When the guy told her that he had a crush on another lady.
her heart was crushed into pieces by her own crush..but she didnt say a word..sHe knew it..sHe was not pretty~!...sHe was not pretty..
and she knew she wont get her guy of her dream..So she intended to help the guy out..sHe took the guy tothe lady whom he had a crush on..After a week,she saw the guy dating with the lady..sHe knew that there is no more hope for her..
sHe was not pretty.and this made her loose her love..sHe just kept her feelings deep inside her heart..But it was okay for her..as her love was happy with the lady he loved..sHe was not pretty..but maybe her powerful love brought her guy back to her..
One day, the guy came all the way crying to her..he said to her that he lost the girl,the girl play timer and dumped him..he was all in tears and didnt know where to go..sHe was not pretty.but she loved him..
sHe wiped the tears off the guy and gave a warm hug..The guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves and touch his heart deep inside..
he realized that this is his true love..
sHe was not pretty..
but she found her love finally..
and she was happy...


____happie endingss____do dey realli existt??

aRgh

am i dat pro or wad.
i jus sprained my ankle...
AGAIn...yeshhh
AGAINNNNNNNNNN
not qian bian lor ok.
not qian bian at all...
haix...

imagine this ok..
in a crowded mrt station on the platform
walking down the stairs...den suddenly u fall down n sprain ur ankle.which has not totally recovered from the last sprain. so not pain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
haix. luckily onli got a few ppl behind me.
fall down le i sit on my leg can...haix...

got this nice nice lady passed by n veri guan xin..ask me if i ok or not...
haix den luckily yi jie dere too.wah den i took so long to climb down e rest of e stairs.
left 2/3 of the stairs to climb down. so farrrrrrr. =(
den i took so long dat until the next train came le i still haven walk down stairs yet!! ahh.
den i jiu faster hurry hurry go down. den so AA laaaaaaaaaa.so mani ppl look at me. xS

haix.........
SO FRUSTRATEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
stupid stupid stupid
y sprain againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
den dis wk cant take pe again ?
argh....!!!
how mani wks i din take pe le lor...
wad crap lor...haish...

haix....sad life...
everytime also hav a bad feeling before i sprain my ankle lor...
at first on e morning i dun wan to go to school de...
den after dat almost late also..
den after leaving the mrt train rite..i was tinking whether to take e escalator or e stairs.
but i decided to take the stairs...nearer ma...
den dis happened...haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
so pain laaaaaa.sobss.

*sigh


this sucks.

Sunday, March 20

laaaaaaa!!

hoho!!!
heeex todae went out wif muai aunts n family.
go to tm dere de crystal jade lors
so niceeeeeee!!
i tell u hor the food dere is lyk..
wowowowowowow!!

hahahs.piG!

ermx ya.
anyway.ahhhH!!! so nice to eat.
lol.

den i eat the sharks fin dere u noe.
waaaaaaaa.damn nice.
nicest i ate so far laaa.
huurhurrrr! -.^

so rawks la.
its sort of celebrate 4 bdae tml de.
hee.
ya den my 4th aunt gav me a hong bao.
plus.........
chocs!!!!
so cool la...the packaging damn nice!!
but of cos rite the choc looks nice too.
hehhhx. will wait 4 tml den eat. ^^,
den 5th aunt gav me a hong bao too.
plus CHOC!! [again] plus
a hong bao [again]
lol same same de hah
but is a small small bar of choc.
but looks nice tooooo!
heeee.

so nice so nice.
i got so mani chocs to eat now.
whooo.

jiayu hor.keep asking me wad i wan her to buy me.
and den hor.is lyk she see dis den she
eh eh! i buy dis for u!
den see another thing.
oh oh!! i buy dis i buy dis!!
gao xiao la
lol

surely one lor she
she finalli say she decided liaos.
hahaha.mus be sth dumb la.
cos she say
if i dun say wad i wan
den she buy sth dumb for me lor.
lols.
dunno la.
i man man qi dai tml. hees. >.<


okioki. now is time to study liao.
y so saddist de...ytd n e day b4 already studied bio.
two whole days for studying bio.
is dat pro or wad!!
hahah ermx.
but hor i tink i 4got everything le.
todae need to read again.
is dat lucky or wad.
dortx
never mind

dis hol so fei can anort
i onli studied bio and did the last last last last last time de gong han so far
surely is alort wan laa.
hah too bad lors. hmphx.
oki

study study le.
whee
so yong gong wor



and aha.
toilet bowl rawks.
lol xDD



[cherish when they're there.once they're gone.there's nothing else to cherish anymore]

Friday, March 18

laa

WHO ..
-makes u smile?
anyone can

-pays your cellphone bills?
parents.extra i pay xS

-do you think loves you?
nobodi la.

-do you want to slap?
no one

-is the first on your phonebook?
aaron from my pri sch

WHAT ..
-don't u like about in this life?
almost everything

-do you want to do right now?
get a life?

-is it that makes u smile?
things i lyk .jay? choc!! frenx ^^,

-bothers you?
anything can bother me

-color signifies your personality?
huh dunno.

-do you like in your house?my room rocks

WHEN ..
-is your birthday?
21st march. *hint hint* hah

-did you last saw ur school?
ytd.for cca day camp.

-will you get serious with your life?
er.wen i feel lyk it?but i now not serious meh?

-do you think will there be peace?
dunno.wen everyone bcums contented wif wad dey hav.

-did you do your last prank?
dunno.but i tink recently lol

WHERE ..
-do you live?
pasir ris. yay same as minqi lol

-is your ur school located?
on a stupid hill in tanah merah.good training for stamina xS.

-do you hang-out the most?
school or at home in front of e com

-were you born?
mt elizabeth hospital

-do you plan to have your end of year holidays?
far away

-are you now?
home.rocks

HOW ..
-would u define love?
undefinable.can be sad.can be happy.

-do u want ur burial to be?
i dun wan 2 die yet thank u.

-freaky can you get?
horribly freaky -.^

-often do you listen to music?
very often.everyday.cant live w/o music.yupxP

-do you live your life?
jus this way.

-interesting are you?
how i noe.depends la.

-not having love might be a blessing in disguise...?
maybe?
___________________________________


What do people call you?lor.lor mee. lorry. lor ba.

Are u Attached?ya im attatched to 2E n 3A

Birthday?21st march. *winkx* hah

Birthdate of someone special?
jay's bday is on 18th jan. yuppi ^^,
i rmbr almos all my frenx bdaex. im a gd gurl kae

Occupation?
dreamer

School?
ahs.

Good Friends?
everyone!

Closest Siblings?not dat close elder bro

Who

are your closest friends that you go out with?
anyone.

In Love with?
3A.

Addicted to Anything?
3A.lols. chocolate! n dreaming

Dream guy/girl?
dunt care

last friend i saw?
ytd. yi jie geraldine jw sunyu li min

Who i miss most?
2E? 3A? pri sch frenx.

Who you think of most?
duno.

Most Influential Person in Life?
i dunno

Friends you are totally comfortable talking to?
a few

Any regrets?
ya

Conclusion?
wadever

Wat you do when the clock turns 7AM?
yawning

Wat makes you unique compared to others?
bcos im not them

How do you describe yourself?
dunno.if im not close to u den i will b v quiet?

Will u ever change yourself for someone?
ya but depends how

Did u have enough sleep last night?
no. i never hav enough sleep.lols

What do you always do before you go to sleep?
brush teeth lor

-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? heartbeat damn fast den start jumping around or shaking ppl?!
2. Are you double jointed? huh?
3. Can you roll your tongue? yupyup.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? ya.a bit bit?
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? haha ya. clara most pro xP
6. Can you cross your eyes? yep a little oso
7. Tattoos? never ever.yuck yuck
8. Piercings and where? ears.
9. Do you make your bed daily?haha nope. lazy pig

-- CLOTHES --

10. Which shoe goes on first? erm depends on my mood dat day?hah
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? oooo dunno lei. maybe ?! hah!
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? depends.
13. What jewellery do you wear? watch lor lols. depends la.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? dunno la i jus wear wad i lyk.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? errr! twirl la. dunno
16. Have you ever eaten SPAM? no?? duno wds dat. sounds nice?
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? CHOCOLATE. wheee!
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? erM?dunoo! i tink got one ba
19. What's your favorite beverage? cold de. ice lemon tea peach tea lemon barley + alort
20. What's your favorite restaurant? umm country manna. hehhe .crystal jade oso nice.
21. Do you cook? lol ya a little little bit

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth ? twice a day lor
23. Hair drying method? natural drying.no artificial de. lol.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? no.v artificial lol

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? eR. haha ya a bit bit
26. Do you ever spit? ya wen im brushing teeth den need to spit out water wad.bleh

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? dunno lei. cute cute de
28. Food? potato chips n CHOCOLATE haha!
29. Month? march. its a nice month yeah.
30. Day? depends.
31. Cartoon Char? used to be hello kitty!! lols.but not now hahh.
32. Shoe Brand? i jus buy a show wen i lyk it yup
33. Subject in school? haha..all also not soso la. but not chem or maths
34. Color? pastel colours. baby blue.or sky blue. yellow.pink.
35. Sport? alort.
36. TV show? guess3 show. ^^,
37. Thing to do in the spring? dot
38. Thing to do in the summer? dot dot
39. Thing to do in the autumn? dotdot dot.how to differentitate??
40. Thing to do in the winter? cold jokes? hmmm.

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? now is she's encore.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? used to talk alort on e phone wif yi jie.dis yr v little.
43. Ever taken a cab? obviously.esp wen my house is on a hill too
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? hey.y u say out my secret..lol..
45. What color is your bedroom? white wif dot dot here n dot dot dere.
46. Do you use an alarm clock?ya but its always being kicked away
47. Window seat or aisle?err dunno.

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? dunno lei but i tink side ways? haha.den can hug bolster easier.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? ya.i on the air con den put blanket la lol.
50. Do you snore? hahah tink sho.wen im vvv tired.
51. Do you sleepwalk? er i hope not.
52. Do you talk in your sleep? i dunno? last time my mother said i did .lols.sumore i was scolding ppl.hahah
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope
54. How about with the light on? no.lidat cant fall asleep
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? yesh wen i realli vv tired.

laa

WHO ..
-makes u smile?
anyone can

-pays your cellphone bills?
parents.extra i pay xS

-do you think loves you?
nobodi la.

-do you want to slap?
no one

-is the first on your phonebook?
aaron from my pri sch

WHAT ..
-don't u like about in this life?
almost everything

-do you want to do right now?
get a life.

-is it that makes u smile?
things i lyk

-bothers you?
anything can bother me

-color signifies your personality?
huh dunno.

-do you like in your house?my room rocks

WHEN ..
-is your birthday?21st march.

-did you last saw ur school?ytd.for cca day camp.

-will you get serious with your life?er.wen i feel lyk it.but i now not serious meh?

-do you think will there be peace?dunno.wen everyone bcums contented wif wad dey hav.

-did you do your last prank?dunno.but i tink recently lol

WHERE ..
-do you live?
pasir ris. yay same as minqi lol

-is your ur school located?
on a stupid hill in tanah merah.good training for stamina xS.

-do you hang-out the most?school or at home in front of e com

-were you born?mt elizabeth hospital

-do you plan to have your end of year holidays? far away

-are you now? home.rocks

HOW ..
-would u define love?undefinable.can be sad.can be happy.

-do u want ur burial to be?dun wanna think bout it.

-freaky can you get?horribly freaky -.^

-often do you listen to music?very often.everyday.cant live w/o music.yup

-do you live your life?jus this way.

-interesting are you?how i noe.depends la.

-not having love might be a blessing in disguise...?
maybe?
___________________________________


What do people call you?lor.lor mee. lorry. lor ba.

Are u Attached?ya im attatched to 2E n 3A

Birthday?21st march.

Birthdate of someone special?jay's bday is on 18th jan. yuppi ^^,

Occupation?dreamer

School?ahs.

Good Friends?ll, cp, jo, shiyun, the poo family.

Closest Siblings?not dat close elder bro

Who

are your closest friends that you go out with?
anyone.

In Love with?3A.

Addicted to Anything?3A.lols. chocolate! n dreaming

Dream guy/girl?dunt care

last friend i saw?ytd. yi jie geraldine jw sunyu li min

Who i miss most? 2E? 3A? dunno

Who you think of most?duno.

Most Influential Person in Life?i dunno

Friends you are totally comfortable talking to? a few

Any regrets? ya

Conclusion? wadever

Wat you do when the clock turns 7AM? yawning

Wat makes you unique compared to others? bcos im not them

How do you describe yourself? dunno

Will u ever change yourself for someone?ya but depends how

Did u have enough sleep last night?no. i always dun hav enough sleep

What do you always do before you go to sleep?brush teeth lor

-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? heartbeat damn fast den start jumping around or shaking ppl?!
2. Are you double jointed? huh?
3. Can you roll your tongue? yupyup.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? ya.a bit bit?
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? haha ya. clara most pro
6. Can you cross your eyes? yep
7. Tattoos? never
8. Piercings and where? on muai ears.
9. Do you make your bed daily?haha nope. lazy pig

-- CLOTHES --

10. Which shoe goes on first? erm depends on my mood dat day?hah
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? oooo dunno lei. maybe ?! hah
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? depends.
13. What jewellery do you wear? watch lor lols. depends la.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? dunno la i jus wear wad i lyk.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? errr! twirl la. dunno
16. Have you ever eaten SPAM? no?? duno wds dat. sounds nice?
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? CHOCOLATE. wheee!
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? erM?dunoo! i tink got one ba
19. What's your favorite beverage? cold de. ice lemon tea peach tea lemon barley + alort
20. What's your favorite restaurant? umm country manna. hehhe
21. Do you cook? lol ya a little little bit

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth ? twice a day lor
23. Hair drying method? natural drying.no artificial de. lol.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? no.v artificial lol

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? eR. haha ya a bit bit
26. Do you ever spit? ya wen im brushing teeth den need to spit out water wad.bleh

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? dunno lei. cute cute de
28. Food? potato chips n CHOCOLATE haha!
29. Month? march. its a nice month yeah.
30. Day? depends.
31. Cartoon Char? used to be hello kitty!! lols.but not now hahh.
32. Shoe Brand? i jus buy a show wen i lyk it yup
33. Subject in school? haha..all also not soso la. but not chem or maths
34. Color? pastel colours. baby blue.or sky blue. yellow.pink.
35. Sport? alort.
36. TV show? guess3 show. ^^,
37. Thing to do in the spring? dot
38. Thing to do in the summer? dot dot
39. Thing to do in the autumn? dotdot dot.how to differentitate??
40. Thing to do in the winter? cold jokes? hmmm.

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? now is she's encore.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? used to talk alort on e phone wif yi jie.dis yr v little.
43. Ever taken a cab? obviously.esp wen my house is on a hill too
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? hey.y u say outmy secret..lol..
45. What color is your bedroom? white wif dot dot here n dot dot dere.
46. Do you use an alarm clock?ya but its always being kicked away
47. Window seat or aisle?err dunno.

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? dunno lei but i tink side ways? haha.den can hug bolster easier.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? ya.i on the air con den put blanket la lol.
50. Do you snore? hahah tink sho.wen im vvv tired.
51. Do you sleepwalk? er i hope not.
52. Do you talk in your sleep? i dunno? last time my mother said i did .lols.sumore i was scolding ppl.hahah
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope
54. How about with the light on? no.lidat cant fall asleep
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? yesh wen i realli vv tired.
http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm


can go n read if u wan.

alort of meaningful stuff. yea
but a bit boring cos veri slow.
and maybe u seen b4 le ba
dunno la
i jus lyk the words onli haha.
wadever la.

dot

okok fine.

no more hate

yaaa
i dun wan to make myself miserable la.


alrite laa
hav to start all over again.
jiayou!!
gambatte to myself~

sounds pathetic

but nvm arh.










jus hope dat i forget ok?
ya. new chapter of my life le.
yupyup.hope so le
no more tears pls oki
bye bye.

Wednesday, March 16

sigh

fine.nth goes right.
jus now i jus finished blogging den my mother came home
started scolding n scolding.
all i did was forget to wash a bowl. just ONE.
and my bro forgot to wash two bowls and four cups.
wad crap is dis. she also scold him.
but surely he care.den i hav to wash everything.
fair? no.
surely i take take it.one day.so mani things.
at first so happi.den so sad.
my nerves r going nuts.i cant stand it laa.
i dun lyk going online anymore.
i always get so sad wen im online.
but who will care anyway.
i dunt make a difference.not in anyone's life.
im jus born to be on dis earth.
and nth else.wad ever.
pessimistic? not realli.
wad im typing out sounds better than wad im realli feeling now.
yea yea im sacarstic. so? wadever.
life realli sucks.
fine here i go again.



arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i cant stand it.
i tink i suck too
i hate myself la
wen i become so pessimistic de lor
i dun wan to be ok
but im always reminded of you.
horrible thingsssssssssss.
great now everyone's unhappi.
my parents r not happi.
my bro is not happi.
im obviously not happi either.
arrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
im having lyk sort of rashes now after co camp.
den my skin is sort of lyk peeling?
and happi 6th week anniversary to my ankle.
rest in peace?
hmph.
i dun lyk dis feeling now.
so mani ppl online.tink about 20?
but talking to nobodi.
i got nth to say le.
im blogging.im talking to myself.
how pathetic.

i dunno laa.
dunno if im angry.im sad.
jealous.disgusted or wad.
i dunoooooooooooooooooo
maybe nobodi realli understands me
bcos i myself dun realli understand myself.

i can cry in front of u. and u might not noe.
i may be angry at u at this moment.
and u might not noe.
maybe i hate to let ppl noe dat im crying.
i dun lyk ppl looking at me while i cry.
so maybe.it has become a habit.i dunt noe.
last time.hav small misunderstandings..
cry in school. still hav ppl to console me.
i rmbr i wld hav qi qin to hug me.
geraldine always dere to tell me to stop crying.
n say alort of stuff also..
tingting..always telling me dat my nose is so red lyk rudolph..
dat time can feel so comforted.dat dey care.
quite happi memories.
but now.i cry.nobodi noes.deres nth to tell.
nth to be comforted about. nth to do.

ok fine im digressing rite.i havent done my tuition hw. again.
its tml at 7 and i still hav a pile of damn it hw.
plus the co day camp. 9-5. ya n now is alrdy 10.30?
whr i get the time to do hw?
piaa lor tonite. wad an excellent choice.wow.
i almost forgot la ok.
todae so mani things.
bio test on monday.
chinese test too next week.
hi.just get ready to be a failure for the next wk.

im not looking forward to monday.
maybe its the bio test.i dunt noe.
maybe its just going to school.
maybe i just want a break.
i realli good break from all this lack of sleep.
break from all the homework.tests.camps.
but wad choice do i hav.none.
co?syf coming. no choice. pia lor
studying n hw?tests exist.no choice. pia lor
feeling sad?all the above exist.
i hav no choice.
i jus have to pia.
force myself to do everything lor.
the onli thing left to do is so let go ba
i dun hate u ler.
ya i dun.but
its so saddistic to read ur own previous posts and realised dat u're damn pessimistic.
o well.


arghhhhhh













wadever








i dun wanna care anymore










































not anymore







its the end of this chapter in my life.


its h i s t o r y le

the end.fullstop.

haix

haish wad can i say.
ytd cry dunno 4 wad reason lor.
after it happened last yr. i at least cried for the next 3 days?
locked myself in the house n din go out?
wad a saddist.
den i started to clear up.
i told myself i wld never tear again over it.
but somehow.
so mani mixed feelings
so mani questions.doubts.
i realli duno how to face it.

ytd.i realli dunno wad happened.
after co camp i reached home.
feeling dat life totalli sucks.
well.it does.

2 D 1 N camp.
dat night me n yi jie sat in the concourse on the chairs.
we wr jus chatting.nth is particular.
i was so so tired. my ankle hurt. so did hers.
sigh
i dunno wad happened to myself.
i actualli felt lyk i cldn't take anything more.
so feel lyk breaking down.den i hoped to find sum help.comfort?
but nth.nth at all.fine ignore me.wadever.

u made me feel as tho.i deserved this.
i caused this to happen and ure not going to forgive me?
but i noe myself.
i did nth wrong. i did nth to hurt u.
it all started wif u. you you you.
i dunt need u to forgive me.
i dunt deserve this.
nor did i cause it.

ppl say. never regret on the things dat make u smile.
yea.but the things dat make u smile.
can make u cry too.
i do regret.i realli realli do.
if i knew.i wuld never ever ever ever go near u.
i wuld never hav allowed myself to let u make me smile.
then let u make me cry.
wad do u tink u r.
y izzit so impt to u.
loneliness is the worst thing in this world.
i know.i know it too well.
y izzit dat. it seemed dat. nth mattered to u at all?

actualli i felt vvvv happi after bathing ytd.
vented out all my frustrations.
cried.screamed in silence.
den i finished feeling damn happie.
vvv happie until 7.30?
okay okay.
i appeared offline. not illegal wad rite.
saw the sign in window pop up.saw e nick.
i realli dunno wad to tink le..
is it dat way?

sigh.tink no one realli understands a person.
no matter wat.dere will be sum things dat
we cannot tell.or cannot do to. another person.
i realli wan to blurt out every single thought in my mind.
every single thing dat happened.
every thing dat was said.
every thing dat hurt.
but.
to who?
best friends maybe?
i wan to.but how?
its realli lyk.
kai bu liao kou.

ytd. i already put my mind to it.
i decided to forget le. i actually forgot about it.
for less than 24hrs.
sounds little. but it was the longest time
i cld 4get about it since it happened.

until just now.

sighh.

i realli dunno wad to beliv anymore.

wad to do? wad to say?
i tried to face it normally.
but nth happened.
den i felt so depressed.
but later got ppl cheer me up n i felt much much better again.
but it onli lasted this long.

ok now. 7.55?
it changed already.
right now i feel lyk shit.
it seems as tho. everything cld hav been forgotten so easily.
as tho i never existed.lyk i've never made a difference.
is dere no explanation? no remedy for all dat happened?
u forgot. and i havent.
u realli noe how to make ppl pathetic.
first her.now me.
wad rubbish.i knew u wld b able to forget it easily.
i was already preparing myself for it.
but until now.i see it again but i still dun understand why.
u make it all so obvious u have forgotten everything.
nothing had happened.dun u tink ure so cruel.

i realli realli dunt noe y.im blogging so much about this.
vent my frustration?i dunt noe wad to do.
all i noe now is dat
i realli
realli
am veri veri
irritated.
life reali sucks.

i hate the way u cld pretend nth had happened.
i hate the way u cld laugh wif them in front of me.
and not feel guilty.
i hate the way u cld just groan for a while.
then go away.
i hate the way u wr never dere for me.
i hate the way u wld forget about the past.
i hate the way u never thought about
how to apply medicine on the wound.
i hate the way u cld jus leave.
i hate the way not care about anything at all.
i jus hate it
hate it
hate itttttttttt.


*sighh.

maybe ur heart never left her
maybe all those were just lies
maybe u were never dere
maybe every thing was just a big big mistake
maybe i never should hav believed.

at least.if i didnt.
i wunt be wad i am now
in this horrible state.


never mind


ive thot alort already.
made up my mind le.
its history.
fine wadever.
cos i knew it wld happen one day
i've got no choice anyway.
jus have to force myself to


forget




















forget








yea.

hopefully.

no hate

no like

no sadness

no happiness

no life

dunno wad to do le.

jus live on lidat ba. sigh.

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你;
最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你

Friday, March 11

3a'o5 rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks!!!!

wooooohoooo. sec 3 boding camp is OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

now slacking at home resting my ke lian de ankle.. muahahx wad rubbish lei.
camp was...not so bad...except for sicko toilets!sicko food!sicko bunks!
ewwwwwwwwww yucky yucky. everytime got "unpleasant sights" de lor.
toilets so olddddddddddddddddd.dirtyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
yuckkkkkkk y ppl so mei you gong de xin arh.
CME FAIL. blehh. oki crapping time. =x

first day started wif amazing race lor. campsite at sentosa. sounds nice.but...ermmm. u noe la.
blah blah blah. realli stupid laaaa.my ankle lyk so totally innocently painfully hurt.awww .lol?

hmphhx had 8 stations.the worst was fort siliso n palawan beach. wad crap! purposely gen wo zuo dui ! hmphx. amazing race not so bad for the fun part. but for physical part. HORRIBLE.
same reason. ankle. ya BUT. we got............. 3RD!!! or 4th la actually. we tied wif 3D.
ya..den hav to rushhhhhhhhh to e nearby bath room n bathe dere. realli bathe lor.i mean lyk. swimming? haha den yi ting was saying she cld bring her bunny dere to swim. lols!
it was lyk so the flooded laa! alamaks sumore i go last cubicle. den all the dirt fom the cubicle come to me liao. aiyoyoyo... and the water level was higher than my ankle? wow? spa for feet. how nice. still hav a layer of cushioning made up of sand. zzzzzzzz. luckily i went in barefooted. or else my sandals wld hav drowned in dat realli realli clear and clean water.
den alort of unpleasant sights tooo. bleah .laaaaaaaaa.

aft dat at night had "kidnapped" game lo. quite fun lor. hav to set up tripods n put up balloons on the top . den light candles n go to other grps' tripods to burst their balloons. yea n 3a all balloons did not burst! wooootx! xP heees. den i 4got still got wad else.lol den after washing up den lights off at almost 12 ba i tink.

second day began wif e station games and egg drop game. soo coolllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!! we were first to finish all 8 stations!! heeeeee! oh and we finally and rarely. saw ms lim actually encourage us .lyk WOW.hahaso we had alort of time to discuss about the egg drop game. so we played games. den the "lin jun jie".[ also called long john silver by clint n banana.lol] keep having his concert in the camp. teaching every1 how to sing e titanic song. no not dat my heart will go on song. but another song dat sounds cuter. lols [oh it was sad.oh it was sad.] blah blah blah xPPppP oh ya we also asked ms lim for a blue form each. lols. her reaction was lyk so... - -"""""""""""""""""""""""""" muahhahahx. dats the reaction we wanted lol. woot!

den the egg drop game supposed to do sth to e egg n make it not crack wen dropped form a height la. den WE WON! woohooo! xD yea yea yea yea! wheeee. den we had rafting!! hees so fun! could go to e beach n PLAY! made rafts wif floats den had to race across the shores. fun fun fun! i went once onli but already tiring enough sia. me n aaron went. den b4 dat we shake hands n wish each other good luck. so "he zuo yu kuai" lols. we both speed quite e same la so not so bad. heh ya.
o den so scary lor. me n aaron reaching the opposite shore halfway le rite.den got 3B de raft oso..den brenda n another guy rafting lor den so scary lyk the guy keep moving on den she still dere stuggling. so scaryyy den got a life guard go save her. scaryy.

but other than dat.. all happi stuff le.ya. den after rafting me n hannah drew big big words on the sand . ahs 3a'05 was here.lols i tink washed away by e dumbo waves le ba. so sadd. heh

after dat ar we all go bathe. den the toilet outside got dis fenced showers la. den 3a gals went dere to "mass bathe" man. the funnest bath i ever bathed LOL. first time i bathe n let so mani ppl stare at me. but of cos. wif clothes on. wahaha. dun tink curve ah!
den the platform was floooodedddddddd wif waterrr hahah. luckily dere was a mini garden nearby den can absorb the water in lols! but we wr all enjoying it lyk mad. we all knew how fun it was.. cool crap. hahaz. all rushing for e water.woppee.
but oh realli sorry to the ppl who used my facial wash n hrt their eyes. woops?=x too minty. diaoows.
hey ya i noe i noe wasnt a very clean bath. but who cares wahahx.im going to bathe soon. i shall take 3hrs to bathe LOL.
ya ok after dat we all queue up for the changing toilets to change.
den got one woman cut my queue. so evillll. wahax. erm ya den at another queue got a stupid woman smoking. wa lao da pai laaaa! we all innocent sec3s u cum n pollute us wif ur 2nd hand smoke. 2nd hand smoke more harmful can. lols?
den everyone no choice lor.use towel to cover nose. den we tinking if we could make diffusion rate faster so dat the smell goes away faster. lols? see la 3a.all clever ppl x))
wahaha.
den every one stomache empty empty la so we all go to 7-11 to buy stuff. den most of us bot mashed potato. yummm.haha. alort of ppl so ci ji-ed by me den also go n buy potato to eat too. lols me so dai pai. xD yea yea woohoo!!

oo den after dat hav dinner le. so we walked to the 2 towers dat direction .den got dis too too train lei. den we all went up den took a veri veri short n fei ded ride to sum duno wad place den crossed e bridge to the towers.den we all waiting for dinner so we played games. dunno wad got 1st place 2nd place 3rd place. meh meh jump over the wall. den wad open close game. blah blah blah.
den me n hannah trying to make new songs lyk sum dinner cheer n watever stuff but den in the end also din complete. n justin was saying we play truth or dare. den e dare wld be to jump into e sea. den suddenly talked about the last yr's lit book Double dare. lols so crapp. hahaz.den we all see sunset lor so niceee. den got ppl taking wedding photos on the beach. so the lang man lor. hahahh. den after dat we keep shouting out lame crap to the other groups dere. so hao wan. lols.

aha. campfire!! so boring watching e performances. me n yunzhen cant see anything lor. cos it was on e beach den the facing the fire got a slope. so . lala. haha ya den we also butt pain la so go to the back to standup n see them perform. lols .den behind dere we all + jw etc etc all crapping lyk siao. den 3B boys also down dere duno do wad. den e 3K guys also. waiting4 the tuo diao performance by..erm dunno which class la. chao bu hao xiao lols. den behind dere all trying to bury each others feet. in e end kena said by the 3B instructor sia. lol. noob bird. jus lyk in e BoOOogey mann.wahaha. wen finalli our turn to perform ah den i freak out man so scary. den i 4got all the steps den keep doing wrongly lolx. hehhh. ^^,''' woopsie?

o and ms lim actually gave us 4 cans fo pringles. lyk WOWOWOWOWOW. so rare of her to b so generous rite. lols.yu lian is so unpredictable lols. "rawks" man. yu lian! yu lian! *clap clap* yu lian! yu lian! *clap clap*
lols wad a nice cheer.

after campfire all go back to campsite den took a long walk. a longggggggggg crappyyyyyyyyyyy tiringgggggggg n sore throatinggggggg walk. i tink the other classes wld hav been irritated wif us. we were so high after e campfire. but not during e campfire. lols. we r a bunch of exotic ppl lols.
den we were all singing green bottles songs. until dis moment we havent finished singing our song. bcos we started from 100 i tink. lOL. now onli at 60 plus i guess loL.den also hav the zou san bu, tui liang bu. den nei hong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [walk 3 steps, retreat 2 steps.internal conflict!] lol so spastic!! ahaha. *laughs den still hav the xiao qiang jie guo! [little strong cut thru] nei hong!! lOL. haha . now 3a's zhao pai words are NEI HONG!! hahaha. ya den we did all this all e way till e camp site. den i gulp down lots n lots lots lots of water man. lolx. ^^, den sore throat lor.wad else. lala.
den finalli washed up n went to slack lor den chatted wif jing wei until 3 plus den went to slp. haish talked about it again laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. wadever la i onli tell to ppl i trust ^^.

e last day which is day. had to wake up before7. so i tink i woke op about 7 plus/7? din noe e time la. so in the end onli those few miserable hours of sleep.was one of the later batch to wake up. i heard valerie calling me to wake up too.hahah.
lala. ya den now i dying off le la. zzzz. ya den we all had breakfast.e best one so far ba i guess. ^^, mi fen wif sausage. yea man haha plus milo too. yupps. haha. den.. deng deng deng deng deng...camp chiefs fav tune.. hahaz..results of best performing class..................................
*drumrolls.
3A!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
heeeees.
so happi so happi!
i almost wanted to cry oki.so erm..lyk touched i oso duno y? haha
a.l.m.o.s.t. laaa.
lols.
at first i tot second lei. den valerie say
nono its first!! he said champions!!!
den i was lyk
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg!
me n valerie wr squeezing our hands together lors
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
so happiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee! heees.
den dr boon talk talk le
we got back our result slips. so so la but contented liao lols.

hee .yup den sek.val.minqi.jw.phyllis.yunzhen.jia en.hann.he jun.jj all took mrt. den the mrt so full lor. den i cldn't get in! den the stupid door kena me. sad life laaa. haha. nvm.
so i got stuck in harbourfront platform wif he jun n jj. wow. lols . dats a big deal. stuck wif two crappers hahaha.
jj was asking me y i din cry bcos dey all abandon me. lol?? den he was munching on his sweet la.look lyk jellybean den guai guai taste de. lol.but he keep saying it rawks? lol wadever.he jun keep saying im stupid. cos jj ask if i need help wif my camp bag la. den i was lyk..erm nvm den jus gav him my sleeping bag.lidat onli den say i stupid. lols lidat oso can. haha.
finalli got anthr train den lyk wow. dey all stopped at the next stop den joined me he jun n jj for e yeah. den jia en thot dat the sweet jj was eating was some one else's.
so she asked us whose sweet it was. den every one was lyk huh?? whose??
so its lyk..it is jj's la... den so funni la..hahaha..

after dat went to tm eat mac den watch movie wif hann.jia en.minqi.val.phyllis.yunzhen.jw. watched boooooogey man. SO SCARY LAAA. arghhhhs
the first time i screamed so mani times n so ..er...naturally shocked way in a cinema. its lyk i scream n i dun noe it myself. i jus scream lor. manz.. ya den wen the scary part cuming den me n hannah down dere...uh oh uh oh.. quickly prepare..!! haha. luckily i got my bag to cover. lols hehe.
SCARY SIA. haha. i still haven gotten over the"trauma" lols.
lalalala. den both me n hannah choked on our chocolate at the same time after being scared by the stupid boogey man. hmphx. hahaaa. so funi it totalli rawks la k.

o ya our class jersey rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks.
except dat its size M. *sigh. so BIGGGGGGGGGGGG haha
but nvm it still rawks!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*muahhahaha!! yu lian got the jersey number 00 hahaha.so funni!!so "special"! haha.

3a rawks!!!!!



0ut3Age0us!


bu yao qi nei hong!!!!


e best way to fly!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa- chooo!!









excuse me. x)



lols! we rawk we rawk we rawk we rawk.

we rawk

we rawk!!!! xP


oh here is the titanic song. cutie song.


they build a ship titanic to sail the ocean blue,
they thought they built a ship that no water can go through,
but the lord of mighty hands knew the ship will never land,
it was sad when the big ship went down,
oh it was sad so sad!
oh it was sad so sad!
oh it was sad when the big ship when down to the bottom
and the husbands and wives
and their children lost their lives,
it was sad when the big ship when down!!

wooooohoooo! x)))


and our classs song.

sand sand. sand has a
a . a. a for air
air air aeroplane.
*shewwwwwwww bomm.
3A.
out3Ageous.
the best way to fly!

a for apple * clap clap.clapclapclap.
a for aeroplane * clap clap.clapclapclap.
a for toot-hole (or attitude)* clap clap.clapclapclap.
a a a a a a a a a
*again again!!!!

lololololololololololololololoolololololololololols



3A i gotta crush on euuu !

muahahhahax.


lorve euu 3a! *muacks








I believed in you,
i must have been a fool,
All my dreams were with you

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you

its not a big big thing
if u leave me
but i do do feeel
that i do do will
miss you much
its so very cold outside
like the way im feeling inside

outside
its now raining
and tears are fallnig from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all hav to end

i had ur arms around me
oh like fire
but when i opened my eyes
you're gone

i just cantt pick up the brokenn pieces

Sunday, March 6

whee~

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
im blogging now
i havent blogged for.....veri long.
lazy lazy laaa.

zzzz im so so so tired. was supposed to do my maths hw.but im blogging. hmmmmx.
lalalala dis wk was horrible.totally.cant even go on msn for mroe than two hours. dis whole week add up until now onli less than 5 hrs. haha.

sounds long rite but to me veri short lor.last time everyday one hour or longer lor.
okok cant compare to last time life le la. now sec3.but still rite. haish..my life now is so different la. if i was the old me i still can lor. but now lei..every now n then will be so bei guan den start tinking about everything again.

ahhhh stop stop . lols sounds lyk mrs lam rite.

kk nvm i shall talk bout dis wk.longgggggggg entry x)

monday* stayed back for stomp lor as usual.i cant rmbr others

tuesday* has to skip sectionals for stomp too. den all of us stayed till about 8 plus at nite den we went home.den dat day i realli broke record. i went to the canteen three times in less than one hour. woww.so i went down.den up 4 storeys. went down. den up again. went down n UP again..lyk woww..try calculating e number of steps.o well lets see..going up 4th storey once means...96 steps..hmmm so in total is.. 6 x 96 =???? wadeva u calculate urself.no calculation of maths during blogging. wahaha.
so u can expect dat my ankle was aching lyk mad again. lala.

wednesday* e real thing!! stomp time. e ap LGL finalli let us use dat teeny weeny lil bitsy time out of ur precious a maths period to prac stomp. den still giv sacarstic remarks. wad a WONDERFUL form tcher we hav. woww. hmphx.
u noe dat ms or was more enthu about our class than ms lim? hmpHx wad rubbish.
we asked ms lim so cheer for us leh..den she say WAD?! NO! SPOIL MY IMAGE!!!
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
she had an image?
hmphhhx
den no encouragement AT ALL. not even a "good luck". AP tcher onli
all she said was. PLS CLEAN UP E CLASSROOM ARH! wth..
i din even noe she EXISTED b4 i was in sec3. lyk valerie..yi ting..jing wei.. blah blah blah.
lazyy piggy tcherr. ArhhHx. kick her ass lor. lols.
but well who cares about her.
tink we did quite well baa. hees. juniors said it was not bad. hehhe.
o U t 3A g e0u ss! (((:
thursday* [was almos late]cant rmbr wad happened. lols. tink it was dis day wen jj was kicking soccer and made another mark in the ceiling. poor ceiling. so fragile! muahax. hey. he kicked the waterbottle up the ceiling together with his SHOE !!!! LOL.o maybe it wasnt thurs.but.ah wadever. i laughed lyk sum spastic idiot.lols.
friday* spastic day! i was late. realli late. sigh i woke up at lyk..erms. 7.25? hehhhs.
lala.so blahh i reached main gate at 7.50. i was choing ing lors..made my ankle hurt a little again ><" din run e 5 rounds for being late..the sec 4 student councillor wanted me to show her my ankle la..den at first she tot i bluff her lor cos i hide my bandage..lols.. den hav to take out my socks n show her..lols..hmmm ya den lyk so mani ppl saw me late laa.. so paisehh... =x den later got ppl told me dat dere was a humanities quiz during 1st recess. which i obviosuly din noe cos it was announced durign assembly. lols. den heard dat jj went to answer qns blahh. den ms arfah was lyk commenting on his "intellingence" during ss? haha.
den jj said..no laa i not clever la.. sth lidat..
den arfah was lyk.. " usually those ppl who say dey r not intelligent, r usually those who r veri smart! "
den jj suddenly say out loud," HEY! everybody heard dat??! im a genius!!!! "

lolssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
wad rubbish.

OH .and during assembly dey announced the results for stomP!

we were thirdddddddddddddddddddddddd!

weeeeeeee! hehheheh.heeeeeeeeeees.

4L was first. 3G was second. 3A was third!!! heeeeeeeeeees.

lalala. we wrnt first laa but still.we rawkkkk! hehehhe.


den jj during english started crapping again. cos we opened e hamper for 3rd prize so we wr eating during class. so as usual e dustbin was flooded so he went to empty e dustbin n got praised by ms ow. lols.
so he was lyk saying. wow todae got so mani praises from e tchers. one said im a genius and the other said i was a nice boy.
xD lols

dorts rite. den last lesson already so he was lyk keep insisting on going home.
cos he had to go home n take his cca uniform laa. wad crapp man. hahahas.
friday cca day den he neva bring his uniform. lols.so he kept telling us to go home quickly or else we wld suffer from lung cancer.. blahblah cancer and clah blah blah cancer. lols.
den me si kai n sek hui all lyk so - - "
he was lyk asking us to believe him bcos he is a "genius" . lyk woww. lolx

saturday* in e morning had chinese tuition laa. crapp lors.
den after dat rushed to tanah merah to hav lunch wif jing wei at parkway den shop around for camp stuff.
so we took 31 from e school dere den took a longggggggggggg journey to parkway.
we bought burger king den walked around n eat at e same time lors cos scared not enuf time.
at first wanted kfc den dere flooded wif victoria ppl..lols

so den we walked walked walked to isetan den went to find track pants n bags n sleeping bag for jw. den i was admiring a bag.hehe. which i bot later on. ^^" we went to isetan den to sports link. tot dere wld hav more things than isetan. but in e end still went back to isetan.lols.
my camp bag already bot so i din need one. but jw saw e same design de den she was lyk.. aiyaa nvm la i buy different colour can already. so. haha we hav e same bag!!! hahahs.
den she bot another maroon sleeping bag. e onli one left. lols..
den i bot my own baggie too. lols. nike one.. dunno y i dis few days keep buying nike stuff . =x
nvm la. advanced bday pressie 4 miself. lols.. *hint hint* hahas.

den later went to accompany jw to puzzle shop to buy bday pressy for her mother. yupps.
den after dat rushhhhed to bugis to meet yi ting to buy e strings 4 c0.
yupps den we went to e shop n stayed dere for quite long.
den e boss was telling us to giv the payment to tchers in charge, but si han n yan feng asked us to pay by ourself first.. keep insisting dat the moe will pay for us thru e school. so..ya..jus take the payment lors.

after dat went to dis bigggg guitar shop upstairs. den we found the -tan pian- same brand same thickness selling at lyk 30 cents cheaper. den me n yi ting got a big sense of achievement. cos we discovered sth much cheaper. can save money for c0.whahax. for fun laa.den i bot the transparent one plus one red translucent one. gonig to experiment see which is better ^^"

lols ya den after dat we slowly slowly walk around bugis..went to edge..den bot even more stuff also..hehhhhs.
den after dat we ate dinner..went to cold storage to buy sushi. yi ting loves sushi man. she can eat about...dunno. about 15 pcs of sushi? lols...i onli ate 5 la..hahax..but not bad lei..den we bot takopachi too den sat at e bench to eat. ^^,
den dere was dis woman beside us talknig vvvvvvv loudly on her hp.talking in hokkien..can tell she was so agitated can..keep scolding wad siao da bo la...blah blah blah..hahaa.den me n yi ting keep laughing at her..lols..until we eat finish already she still haven finish talking.haaaas.

den later rushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhed to tanjong pagar again for SCO concert. supposed to hav whole c0 going one den in e end so mani ppl din go. lyk yi jie n geraldine la. everytime pang seh me lor.hahah. but nvmmm.hahx

den was e lin xiang bin tooo. hiding behind the di ying sheng. lols.
o ya..noe rite at e concert ah got dis song arh, dey invited dis woman to SING along man! its lyk.

OH MY GAWD!

so wonderful laaaaaaaaa.

LOLS. guess wad she was singing.

the POEM in our chinese text book.LOL.
laugh laugh laugh laughsssssssssssssss

me n michelle wr lyk trying to imitate her. den dere was dis pose she did which looked lyk xu chun mei !! lolssssssssssssssssssssssssss
funni funni funni.
wahahx.

so the concert ended alrdy. den rite WAH e ppl so ENTHU. 10 plus alrdy still wan to encore lor!
wah mans.the conductor came out thrice already. so one more encore song.
den ok la not bad la e song hahas.den after dat WAH dey keep clapping again.
den i was lyk......i wan to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.lols.......so i refused to clap le..lol.
but lei. got ppl clap again. so got another encore song.not dat bad either cos we all knew e song. haha. den finalli the conductor veri zi dong. asked the orchestra to leave the stage.hahahas. *phew hehhes. finalli left the north pole mans..so freezing cold can.. haiyos..

den whooooooooohoooo! go home le! finish! x)))))

rite now i got another sense of achievement. which is for writing sucha long entry!! woooots. lolx.

blahhh.

oh u also got sense of achievement rite? which is for reading such a long piece of rusbbish.

lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

now gotta rush my hw n chem for e test tml already BB! heees*








[i just cant.let go]
[those warm memories.hav drowned in the pain]
[the pain.i had never felt dis way before]
[why didnt u care.even tho u knew it wld hurt me]
[am i realli dat insignificant to u]
[meeting u was the best thing dat happened to me]
[but now.how i wish i had never met u]

[how can u expect me to let go.to forget]
[to face all this.alone]
[i cant find myself anymore]
[im not me anymore]
[im not the one who can play around.joking]
[feeling truly happy inside]
[or the one who can contribute the same way]
[to love]
[in fear.of being hurt.once again]


*wo hai shi xiang zhe ni