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Wednesday, August 31

tchersday

okaeokae.


i officially declare that im sick of blogging! x)


today was tchers day. performed. haha not so bad lar.
very fast paced. but quite fun.
everyone was only interested in gan da lar. lol
okae watever

after dance went to have lunch wif prps ppl.
KFC at tampines la. nth much. jus ate lor.
den went to white sands wif jerene. chatted n chatted lor.

aye okae. dats just summarising today.
lazy already.

BYE.

Sunday, August 28

argh. busy busy week.
don really find coming online fun anymore. lol
at most i come to listen to songs. read jay forums
read mail. friendster. blog.

if not nth much to do. hahs.

hmm..fell sick on wed n didnt go to sch on thurs.
so missed some dance prac..on friday went to sch to learn.
den had cca n blah blah.

ytd was the most horribly tiring day ever.
about 6.40 reached sch den started practising dance n wadever lor
den prac prac prac. our turn for auditions wr supposed to be at 750.
but we only went up at about 9? zz.
b4 dat practised almost non stop. after our turn everyone so tired already.
but still hav to wait 4 results. so at first is at 10 results.
den dey delay. okay..11 results.
den 11 we wanna go up. dey say 1130 again.
wait until most of us rot.
so we played big fish small fish. played dunno how to spell chop chilli chop?
haha dats how bored we were lo.

until finally results out den we got in.
but basically we didnt cheer for ourselves cos everyone was frustrated with waiting for so long.
den hannah was having fever too. ke lian one lars. den all so tired. not energy at all. haha
but after the results still had one rehearsal lor..
so its lyk. -_-"
also had to wait sooo long. until about 2 den our turn.

so b4 dat me n jw went to buy chicken rice for everyone.
den on our way back jw told me there was a kitten following us.
at first i saw it i got a shock. den lata it keep eyeing the chicken rice.
n the worst thing is dat i was holding the chicken rice.

so i go very very VERY nervous. den we walked faster n faster.
den the kitten kept meowing lor.
me n jw keep apologizing to it can.
we wr lyk. sorry sorry . chicken rice not for u.
-_-"

until the wan li chang chen rite. den the kitten wanna run after us lor.
den i so freaked out. so we started running also.
den the kitten run onto the grass dere n stopped infront of us la!

so we din dare to go up the stairs. den jw called hannah fer help.
den lata the kitten started runnig down at us again. den jw scream.
den the kitten sumhow shock dao or wad.so it turned away.
so i was happy den i quickly ran allllllll the way up to school.
den me n jw panting lyk siao.

nice encounter. maybe can use it for friday's compo. ><

after chionging chicken rice in the canteen den finally our turn.
den thee enddd.

so i rush to mrt station. changed clothes. n met yi ting at tanah merah platform.
den we went to bugis to shop for mrs boo's tchers day present ns sum so stuff.
den went exploring around the complex. hahs

walked from 3 plus till 6 plus i think. hui yun also joined us later
den we went to hav dinnner. wanted to eat KFC. but so space at both outlets in bugis.
so no choice den went to macdonalds. haha. den saw kim wakerman dere. rushed in den rushed out again.yeps.

after dinner went for co concert. sat wif yijie jw n gao yan
haha lin xiang bin performed!
cut his hair until so short. lol (:
ahhh. n dey actualli played song wo yi zhi mei gui hua.
lols. dat song rocked man. hahas.
so proud of our conductor. haha xD

so in the end reached home at about 11 plus den still tried to chiong tuition hw.
but couldnt finish la. even ended up being late for tuition today. zzZz.

and i missed the Superstar's encore telecast on saturday! argh. =(

kae. off to watch sum videos 4 tml.bye =)


let it go
let it be
dont waste all ur emotion
on this tit-for-tat machine
no one wins if we keep score

i woke up this morning feeling kinda blue
and i stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
but out on the street it starts to pour

and before i get soaking wet
a total stranger runs to give me the jacket off his back
i turn around to thank him
but he waves me with a smile
i can hardly believe my eyes

he puts on a halo and starts to fly
you could be next to an angel in disguise

Sunday, August 21

let's hate this horrible world.

swallow me then spit me out
for hating you, i blame myself

seeing you it kills me now

no, i don't cry on the outside anymore...



hah. i want to sleep!
i havent had my usual 10 hrs wknd slp for yearrs man.
last time still can get 12 hrs slp. now?
at most 7 or 8hrs. yuck. =/

hmmph. ytd wasnt dat nice la.
dunno y started feeling a bit wierd again.
but blah.

i FINALLY. i repeat. FINALLY FINALLY.
bought kelly clarkson's album!
okae i know its veryyyy lag.
but hahars. its still nice.
behing these hazel eyes. breakaway.
since u've been gone. gone. because of you.
tho her lyrics all about the same kind of thing one.
but all quite nice. xD
hahahs.

planning to buy pan wei bo's cd.. gao shou is so so so nice la.
got a small part in my com n once i start listening i keep repeating n repeating.
nice! x) n his dancing rocks.

hahahs. after pan wei bo.. should be time for jay's album to come out already!
wheeee.
OH. still have dat initial d DVD dat i wanna buy!
think its out already but havent seen it. hmphs.

hahah. i think im using up alort of my savings to buy all these laaa.
if onli i had a 2nd birthday so i can get everyone to buy evrything for me. lol.
*smacks forehead.
im dreaming again. hurs.



Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


*sometimes i just cant calculate the difference between you - me.

Friday, August 19

superstar. not.

yeah everyone's talking about it now.
wei lian is crap. he cant exactly sing well.
its okay laa. but i dun lyk his voice.
neither do i exactly lyk his looks. =/

firstly. wads wrong wif superstar!
its SO obvious dat jun yang should win.
he already has all the qualities.
he can sing. can dance. has looks. has FANS.

kelvin? fans? how do u link these two together.
if u tell me kelvin is ur IDOL.
wow. im going to laugh.
maybe got a FEW la. but lyk. WHO?
i havent seen one .
maybe kelvin has vocals la.okae larr
sek hui say better than jun yang.
but errr. i still dunt lyk kelvin's voice.

its lyk so unfair lar.
went to read newspapers n magazines today.
alort of news abt superstar.
den the xin ming ri bao mentioned dat
fans complained dat jun yang being kicked out was totally biased n unfair.
n i 100% TOTALLY AGREE.

this competition is not for kelvin lor.
if i wr him i'd rather make myself lose than to let ppl think dat im getting support from sympathy.my point of view.
i mean i was so looking forward to buying jun yang's album!
but kelvin actualli WON him.
no wonder they say nothing is impossible.
blerhs.

its lyk. jun yang realli got wad it takes.
im not being biased okae.
but how mani ppl can sing jay's song well.
especially jie kou .

evidence: pls refer to sly's version of an jing.

dat is how bad u can sing jay's songs.
wah i feel as tho im writing history essay.
"point. evidence.explanation"

=x

hmphs okae. dis wk alort of stuff happened la.
realli lazy to list out.

had 2.4 run on wed. felt very wierd. cos everyone ran together.
den the guys all "Chiong ahhh!"
so the gals see already den very shocked. so dey also chiong.
i was also damn shocked when suddenly everyone chiong lyk siao.
hahahs. until the last part of the run wanted to get over wif it n chiong. but den sumhow felt as tho my legs can fly off lyk dat. lyk can accidentally fall down or sth. so din run dat fast.

on thurs had bio n chem test. great combi. =/
biology. fail. chemistry. fail. definitely one lor.
was so tired out by the run dat i just read thru the textbk while watching superstar.
den went to sleep.

hahah brain not functioning well. need sleep now. n a LOT of sleep.
good nite. C=

Monday, August 15

READ IT PLS.

erm if u cant see wads below pls change the encoding ON TOP^
to unicode (UTF-8). yeah
[sorry 4 inconvenience.lol]


周杰倫為比中指認錯

Jay apologizes for giving the middle fingersource:

世界日報translated by: reminiscentxgirl - www.jay-chou.net
[本報台北訊]

周杰倫11日坦誠認錯, 自己對狗仔[比中指]是錯誤示範, 他說,"小朋友千萬不要摹仿,手勢是比給那個(狗仔)看的,不知道會這樣播出來﹐如果家裡有小孩子﹐我為重新比一次 “YA!”

On August 11, Jay Chou regretfully apologizes for giving the paparazzi the middle finger, admitting that he was setting a bad example. He said, "Children, you must not imitate my hand gesture. The hand gesture was only for the paparazzi. If there are any children watching at home, I will only repeat the "YA!" gesture."

周杰倫香車戴侯佩岑和狗仔起衝突事件後﹐“周懂” 一直沒有露面。值到11日南拳媽媽新專輯記者會上﹐媒體風聞一手幫南拳媽媽催生的周杰倫 “會來約!"﹐下午2點的記者會﹐電子媒體上午11點就在飯店門外守候﹐ 媒體焦點在“周懂”﹐不過﹐看到南拳媽媽新人的者會﹐來了這麼多媒體﹐阿爾發唱片總經理陽峻開心感謝“大家 對新樂團的支持﹗”

Director Chou didn’t show his face after the incident he along with Patty had with the paparazzi, until August 11 at Nan Quan Mama’s news conference. The media anticipated that Jay, “Will come!” Therefore, before Nan Quan Mama’s 2 P.M. news conference even started, the media was already waiting at the restaurant entrance as early as 11 A.M., mainly targeting Director Chou. However, once Alfa’s manager saw the amount of people at Nan Quan Mama’s new conference, he happily thanked “everyone’s support for the new band!”

周杰倫坦言﹐10人晚6家電視台播出他和狗仔起衝突的畫面時﹐ “就在公司裡很認真看﹐ 電視播多少遍﹐我就看了多少遍﹗” 他只對自己[比中指] 很懊惱﹐還很在問媒體說﹐ “ 我其他姿勢很帥嗎?” “帥!” 紳媒體一答﹐他笑得很開心。

Jay truthfully admitted that when the six television stations played the conflict he had with the paparazzi, “I was watching it earnestly back at the company. The number of times the television programs played it was the number of times I watched it!” Jay was extremely upset at himself for giving the middle finger to the paparazzi, and he even asked the media, “Are my other poses really cool?” “Cool!” the media replied, and Jay smiled happily.

他不否認和狗仔起衝突後, 和父親吃飯時, “剛開始, 心情有點受影響, 後來就好了﹗ 父親有勸我。﹐ “我平常控制很好﹐不知道這次怎麼會這樣﹐可能是父親節要陪吃飯﹐遲到了。我的手是用來彈琴﹐ 而不是用來大狗仔﹐看了畫面﹐我自己作檢討﹐現在想想當時不應該下車。下回紅燈時再碰到狗仔﹐ 周懂說﹐ “遇到紅燈﹐ 就等錄燈亮﹐再走。”

Jay didn’t deny that when eating with his dad after the incident with the paparazzi, “My mood was affected in the beginning, but then afterwards I was okay! My dad even tried to encourage me. I usually have good self-control, but I don’t understand why this time it ended up like this. Maybe it’s because it’s Father’s Day, and I was late to dinner with my dad.

My hands are used for playing the piano, not for beating up the paparazzi.

After seeing the incident replay, I made a realization that at that time, I shouldn’t have gotten out of the car.” Next time he comes across the paparazzi at a red light, Director Chou said, “If I come across a red light, I will simply wait for the green light, and then drive away.”

周杰倫當天火氣大﹐ 真的是因為時侯佩岑修指甲﹐ 修了1個半小時嗎﹖ “我是開車到修指甲地點接她﹐ 沒有等1個小時﹗” 周杰倫澄清 。會對“壹周刊” 提告訴嗎﹖“提了也沒有用﹐ 還是會被跟﹐ 這種是改變不了。” 周杰倫說。

At that time, Jay was flustered. Was it really because he had to wait one hour for Patty Hou to get her manicure done? “I drove to the manicure place to pick her up, I didn’t wait for an hour!” Jay clarifies. Is Jay going to complain to Next Magazine? “It isn’t going to help, I’m still going to be followed. This is something that will never change,” Jay said.


thank you very much for reading.
NOW u know jay didnt do it on purpose.
yes u do rite. yes. he didnt okay.
if only the whole world knew he regretted right?
arghs. whatever.


erhms.humans are humans rite.
followed for six yrs already very intolerable wadd.
wads the stupid reporter's problem!
ppl ask u to stop filiming using dat stupid camera.
so STOP filming!

but no la. he still carry on filming jay. wow.
such determination lor. wow lor. hurs.
hmmm. i tink dat idiot desevered dat finger lar ok.
dun think he even respected jay as an idol lor.
still say jay is public icon. big idol.cant be rough or wad.
never check on his own actions.
wad a FREAK. hmphs.

my ambition= never to be a reporter.

"My hands are used for playing the piano, not for beating up the paparazzi."

diao. as in cool. not -_- "

today is stupid. its stupid. its stupid.
pls la. i hate ppl ignoring me.
i hate it.thankyou.sighs.



sad life.

`how could this happen to me
im sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me


-back to those memories

this is so different i cant stand it anymore.
sth i thought never had to worry about anymore.
its back again.

=(

Tuesday, August 9

bluhs.

hahs. didnt feel lyk blogging fer veh long.
was kept quite busy lars n was lazy lar also.
no motivation to blog?
haha. but jus blogging now to slack.


hmmms. past week got quite alort of stuff happened lar.
but i 4got sum. hmm haha.
start from friday. supposed to hav 2.4km run.
but wad. the night b4 i kept sneezing n sneezing..
den i tot..ok fine i go to slp..tml will b ok alrdy.
but wad. i kept sneezing thru the nite.
so waited till my mother woke up.
den told me not to go for the run.
so i continued sneezing n sneezing till 8 or 9?
den took medicine n went to slp.
tried to listen to landy's album to fall asleep.
but it wasnt of much use lar. =x
it was until i finished listening to the album den i fell asleep again.

den lata ten plus jiayu called me. so we chat lors.
den she play piano for me lehs!
haha alort of jay songs.
ahh! i wan play also dunno how to. lols noob.
so romantic rite jiayu. LOL. okae.- - "

umm ya..den was stil veh tired. but couldnt fall asleep anymore.
so went to bathe..den went out wif geraldine n yi jie..to bugis..
den is lyk..dey very tired by the 2.4 run. while i so tired by all the sneezing n lack of sleep.
so aft walking about we went to eat ice cream @ macs.
den ate the one wif the choc coating one..den so messy!
the person really dunno how to put a nice cone.

den he was lyk..putting on a TALL cone for me.
den wen he passed it to me rite. he said.
nah give u alort of ice cream. eat until u vomit ar.
so i was lyk uhhhhh. okae... -_-"
haha den dat was the 2nd time i saw geraldine eating ice cream in a mess.
gdine is lyk..pro n neat in all other aspects of life.
except eating dis sort of ice cream wif a choc coating wif it. LOL.

so in the end. i realli almost puked eating all the ice cream dat the person gave me.

yays.

den lata we had 2E outing!!! ahhhh. -rawks-
hehhhhs. steam boat at marina bay.
sat at the same tables as last yr.
also almost the same ppl as last yr..
but dis yr most came late.
so the rest of us started eating first.
the place called dragon village.
den i kept saying GOLDEN village. by mistake.=x

clinton clara dey all came a while later..
latest was melvin n boon kai lars.
oh ya ms sia n mr george tan also came!!
hohoho. (:
OH. n he brought along his daughter!!
SO CUTE LAA.
hahahas

later shall post the photos. =D

yepps. so after steamboat. went to play the arcade dere.
den got initial d car racing machine lehs.
den i first time play lar. den lyk. so noob lar. hahah.
boon kai n zimu pro de lars.i mean at least much better than me of cos.
haha..ya but the racing quite fun lehs.hoho.
also played time crisis. but aft dat had to go home alrdy.
so sad lors. =(
onli played for a while.
hah the rest of the time was spent taking photos.
den zhang tingting took lotsa spastic photos..lol..

oh ya n the ndp carnival thingy dere too.
tink we heard the rehearsal.yah n dere was dis singer dere la.
dey said it was yu heng ba..yeps den lata went to mrt by bus.
the road is lyk so curvy wurvy lar.
den i kept bumoung into dis malay gal who was sitting down lor.
den got once i bumped into her quite hard. den she lyk quite pissed
den TSK at me lar. wad the hell..ppl easily fall down rite.
lyk wad geraldine say. centre of gravity no good or wadever.
haha physics. yucks. =x

den lata every one took mrt. den jiayu went taking photos again hahas.
veh fun lar. it rocks when u take mrt wif one big grp of ppl.
very attract attention. n realli fun lar.
cos wen one person gets off the train u can attract a LOT of attention jus by getting everyone to say "BYE!" together.
haha! yepps. den went home. bathed. den slept.

it so rocked lar. 2E ((:

hahas. wonder when we're going to hav 3A outing! ><,

hmm..okae on saturday..cant realli rmbr wad i did..
on sun day had tuition. slacked. den went to cut hair.
its lyk. SO freaking SHORT! as in the fringe.
den is lyk i told the hairdresser not to layer too much.
den she lyk never layer at all lyk dat. =dorts. im going to cut it again soon.
wait till it grows a little bit longer. hmphss. ><,

oh ya den i met wynne near the hair dresser's.hhaha.

den at nite went to watch this drama thingy at esplanade with family n sum relatives.
i saw wynne- again! haha.
watched "Dim Sum Dollies".
funny name? yarhs i tink sho too.haha.
den deres dis song dey sing lar.
den got one part is "dian xin! dian xin!"
den lyk so spastic. hahah.=x
oh ya dere wr three little girls-
supposedly the "mini dim sum dollies"
den dey wr lyk so cute lars. haha.

basically the drama not so bad lars.
its lyk a sit com lar. comedy n stuff lor.
but the jokes r realli lyk..MATURE.
alort meant for the adults lar..
n some r lyk..NC16 kind of jokes.
but..not too overboard la. haha ><

yea n met an ahs gal dere too. lol.
after the play went to eat supper.
den home sweet home.
n chatted on the phone wif yj till bout 1 or sth.
haha

yesterday was national day celebrations.
quite boring. =x
sumhow dis yr not high one lors..
den i dere trying my best to keep myself entertained. ahha
den jingwei trying to entertain me wif all her singing. x)

the national day song by rui en n taufik not bad lehs. haha.
den sek hui dere trying to follow the dance steps. ahah.
jingwei too..spastic man. hahahs.
after dat had meeting about the farewell stuffs.
drain all our brain juices man!
at first wanted to watch movie after dat.
but all so tired. so just ate lunch at tm food court.
den went home alrdy. C=

yays. finally THE END.
*phew. wad a long post. (",)

x)

+this is. the end of ME.

>accidentally in lovee.

Accidentally
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
Accidentally, accidentally
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter

Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love, I'm in love

cos everybody's after lovee.

i don't know nothing about love.

I surrender to the strawberry ice cream (:

haha. i'm in love. wif dis song. xD