hope; aspire; desires; dreams;

Friday, April 29

hhmm

haiyo

hai tun wan lian ren always so sadd
den always affect me!
at first i such good mood
den see liao lyk wan to cry but never cry.
hmphhx

blah todae so rocks laaaa.
eng compo
functional and compo

chinese compo
ying yong wen and compo

plus chinese oral
passage+topic+"daily life topic"
lol...daily life topic is direct translation de

all my brain cells hav died oki
congrattsssss
after english i already *pengx le

its lyk horx i forgot to write qn number??
wowwww.
den i run run run run to yu lian to write it down
den i suddenly thought.
did i write the correct one??

den i was lyk OH NO!!!
den i run back to phyllis and ask her
its qn 2!!!
but i wrote qn 3!!!!

cos i saw yun zhen's paper de qn. number.
hers i 3
den i wrote 3 also!!!
alamak

so i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn down to the staff room again
den told yu lian
den gimme dat.wah-lao- face.
haha
too bad la

she say must tell ms ow english tcher ma
wah luckily gang gang hao ms ow came back alrdy
so i told her
she also gave me a wah-lao-face
but at least better than yu lian?
hmphhx. hehh.

yupp after dat oral den got dat crazy tcher screaming at us
say wad.
ru guo wo kan dao ni men zou lai zou qu
ran hou gei lao shi ji zhu ni de lian
ni bu yong jing kao chang le!!!!

wah lao. act biggggggg laa.
doh.
haha

den later went to mrt wif jingwei hannah michelle jia en
lol..so funni okae!! got ppl never see b4 shuai ge den keep waiting at the escalator to see shuai ge..den jing wei say maybe actualli he board the train le
but lyk..cannot be la cannot be la..
den keep waiting n waiting.
so many trains passed le.
but still waiting
den after dat.
aiya nvm le!
haha so den went to tm

den walk walk walk up to food court.
buy dessert and sit down to talk
talk talk talk talk talk talk talk
until about 6 20?
lol...loads of crap
walked out tm feeling so knowledgable.
bahax.
feel guilty?

xP

a veri..honest talk.
hahah...blah

sho tiredd.
nitex.



[[it hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be.

Sunday, April 24

wherever u go..whatever it takes..

Right Here Waiting

Richard Marx

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
_______________________________


and why i would never noe
skies r dark its time for rain

blinded by sorrow
how can i smile lyk before
when you dunt love me anymore

say it isnt so

if u wanna noe
i didnt want to let go

u had ur chance u blew it
out of sight out of mind

i just wanna be me

i could take u in my arms and never let go
but its jus emptiness all arnd me




relationships are just like the sand
the tighter u grip it
the more it will slip through ur fingers
so hold on gently wif ur hands

Saturday, April 23

^v

hmphhx..
boredd.

yawns
finalli i hav enough sleep
about 9+ hours todae?

slept at 12 last nite..
den slept slept and slept.
but dunno y in the morning keep waking up
so now i still so tired.sighs

yah and ytd jus went to see another sinseh
so da pai k
i from about 7 wait until 9 plus to see him lor
gosh.
sumore i went from school
den my mother sort of got lost dere
den turned one biggggggggggg round
until one hour later then reached dere.

so at first cld reach dere at 6.15
but got lost, so reached at about 7
rawks rite?

bahhh.den went to eat dinner
den until my turn got this small boy in the another room
screaming his head off...as if he was lyk dying or wad...
-_-"
made me shoo scared can.
mannnn. den this "nurse" came den told me not to be frightened by the little boy cos its not dat painful
yea riteeee.
he was screaming veryy LOUDLY
freakkedd me out k
bleh

until the sinseh cum to my room
den SO PAINFULLLLLL
my gawd lar. he was lyk pressing the most painful part k
den is press for 5mins lidat. den rub rub lidat.
omg laaaaaaa.
freak lor.cannot make it laaa.i cry lor
hahah.
i told u it was painful..?
hmphhh!

sumore from monday i already started to cough lyk siao le.
and my blood also decreased alort
cos the mosquitoes stole alort from me
im so luckyy.
im the chosen one by the mozzieees
dey luv to bite my legs la ok.
i count also got 10 on my right leg
yayy
4 on the other.
double yayyyyy!!


doh.


blehhs



xue di li de xing xing___=`*










zhen zheng de ai qing
cai rang ren xin sui


yong you ni wo de shi jie cai neng
wan mei



















I cannot sleep,
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody
and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on
so haunting every time

Thursday, April 21

hohho.

silver silver silver silver silversilversilver.
yes
WE GOT SILVER.
aiya i noe u will surely say.
silver ONLY wad..
but.previous yr we gort bronze?
so. we improved!
yayy.
so now..up to e sec1s and 2s to get a GOLD next!
lol stress already so fast
haha.

ya..already veri contented wif silver ba
tink dats wad we deserved best ba.
though put in alort of effort
but maybe lack a little bit bit feeling ba?
everyone hopes for gold la..
but silver also good ma
cos ytd dun hav any gold wif honours.
so..yupP! not sho badd ma ritex??

xP


oops soclded le bye!

Tuesday, April 19

=|

goshhhhhhhh
how come my blog music bcum sum old old song dat i dunno!
yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks
delete delete!!! xS


ps. IT'S TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!




GOLD WITH HONOURRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



woooshhh!^^.

Saturday, April 16

legend of the dolphin bayy

the legend of the dolphin story?
A long, long time ago, the son of a God in the Heavens violated a spiritual law within the Heavenly World by falling in love with a maiden in the Human World.
Not being able to stay in the Spiritual World or the Human World,
the two of them traveled all around, but still couldn't find a place where they could stay.
There was only the fairy queen that lived within the deepest part of the forest that sympathizes with their plight and gave this pair of lovers a spiritual copper charm.
This spiritual copper charm protected them when they traveled across the ocean. However, the God of Envy discovered the secret behind the copper charm, took it away and threw it into the ocean. For this reason, the pair of lovers that lost the protection of the copper charm was dashed loose by the big waves.
Even though that was the case, they both still continued searching for one another until the last minute. When dawn arrives, seeing that the two of them will soon be changed into foam, this love was very touching to the kind-hearted dolphin, and at the moment of daybreak, the dolphin jumped out of the ocean carrying the copper charm in its mouth, allowing this pair of lovers to once again possess the blessing from the fairy queen so that they can be together again.
At the moment when the first ray of sunlight shines on the white sandy beach, the whole beach was washed with a happy pinkish color and the dolphin also jumped high up to the sky, becoming the symbol for protecting love.
From then on, in the beginning of every autumn, at the place where the dolphin showed itself in daybreak, this beach would be glowing in a pinkish light.
So long as you are quiet and listen carefully, you may even hear the dolphin singing.
If only you look out to the far distant, you may also see the dolphin coming, carrying the copper charm in its mouth…

from:jiayu's blog
lol? x)

Friday, April 15

haish

yea yea
sad mood back again
bahhh.


the whole world just abandons you
throwing you into the dark allies
and you can only hide in the corner crying
crying out your thoughts your regrets your sadness
yet nobody,
nobody knows.
its just that we have to continue playing this cruel game
this sad thing called life
what you see is superficial
its whats within that matters.

``hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai


todae saw dis quote on co board..
think jia hui wrote it ya..

"Change what you cannot accept,
but accept what you cannot change."

yeah.i think its lyk that ba..
think dat its a nice quote.
still hav one more which i used 4 my quote of day 4 ms ow last time

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

yeah but..wad if ur dreams can never come true?
or..dat is has been smashed into pieces?


ya todae veri wierd la
see hai tun wan lian ren
den cry alort of times
crazy lorx
maybe affected by it le
den now cant be bothered to do much?
haish
wadever
twees.
=(

Monday, April 11

burhurx

kkk
everythings screwed
i mean.
still screwed.
screwed life!!!
arghhhhhhxx

poooooos.

Friday, April 8

hmmm

aiyoos.
life is so screwed laa.
hmphhx.
my ankle still hasnt recovered!!
arghxxx.
so angry.haha.
also. another 12 more days to syf..
STRESSSSSSS...
choir's already gotten gold for syf
dis coming wed is concert band.
bleahhx
den the next week is co.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
help help.
so scary laa
hmphhx.

tell u lor. band better dun try to suan us again dis yr lor
seniors say dat previous yrs, band suan us say prepare to get cop.
but heng nv la.
dis yr..
hmph..also dunno wad to expect.
jus wait n see ba.
so scary.dun dare to tink mans.

laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
wondering wondering
wonderinggggggggggg
blahhhs
so yawns

dun wan write le laa.
byes

Wednesday, April 6

hmph

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.

wahax

hiyaaaa.

was jus talking to mao mao online..
den asked him abt his file..
hahah. his file now veri veri mei3 lor
decorated by hannah jing wei n me!!
haha i tink hannah did most of the deco
so b e a utiful
hahah
hannah was lyk writing..
i luv bb. mao mao. ah mao.xiao mao qiu
all those stuff la.
den her border is BB.BB.BB.BB.BB.BB
all the wayyy man..
damn funnie laa! hahahahs

den jing wei wrote sumthing lyk
erm.oh.
wo ai xiao mao qiu
xiao mao qiu ai wo
ying wei wo shi mao mao

sth lidaT!!!
hahahhhahahahah
man sho funni!!!!
hahahas.
erm ya haha ok den i drew this caterpillar
den i wrote dere.. mao mao cong!!
hahahas
sho funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!
*kekes

ya anw todaes assembly quite lame la
den i almost got deaf la
pang bian de palace maid so noisy
hahah.
keep making high pitched noises
noise pollution onli la

haha den school song also sing high high
siao siao de..
choir soprano big laaa.
ahahah. blehx

aiya. anw dey intro to us instruments..
den dat dr boon also go up n play play
so wu liao
hahahs
blahh

dun feel lyk typing le
byebye!

Sunday, April 3

shou fangg kaii.

Shou Fang KaiLi Sheng Jie wo ba zi ji guan qi lai zhi liu xia yi ge yang tai
mei dang tian hei tui kai cheng men dui zhao ye mu fa ai
kan zhao wang shi yi mu yi mu zai ci yan chu ni wo de ai

wo ba dian shi ji da kai ting zhao ting zhao bie ren de dui bai
ye xu na xie shi qing ke yi gei wo yi ge jiao dai
ni yao de ai wo xue bu lai
yan zheng zheng kan qing bian pi yan zheng zheng kan qing gan kai

bu neng gei ni wei lai wo huan ni xian zai
an jing jie shu ye shi ling yi chong dui dai dang yan lei liu xia lai
shang yi qiao zai fen kai ye shi ling yi chong ming bai

wo gei ni zui hao de teng ai shi shou fang kai
bu yao yi zhang shuang ren chuang zhong jian ge zhao yi pian hai
gan qing de wu dian jiu liu gei shi jian man man piao bai
ba ai shou jin xiong qian zuo bian kou dai

zui hao de teng ai shi shou fang kai
bu xiang yong yan yu la che suo yi xuan ze bu ze guai
gan qing jiu xiang hou che yue tai you ren zou jiu you ren lai
wo de xin shi yi ge che pai xie zhao deng dai

wo ba shou yin ji da kai ting zhao bie ren de shi bai
geng yan de sheng yin pang fo su shuo zhao xiang tong bei ai
ni de yi lai huan zai xiong huai
wo wu fa qing yi tui kai wo wu fa sui bian zou kai
gan qing zhong zhuan xin de ren rong yi bei shang hai

happy endings___________dunt exist.

My Happy EndingAvril Lavigne So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

overr.

OverLindsay Lohan I watched the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts, cause it will end
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can’t live without you
Can’t breathe without you
I’m dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it’s over
Cause if the world is spinning and I’m still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I’ll be the first to go, yeah, I’ll be the first to go
Don’t want to be the last to know (over, over, over)
My tears are turning into time I’ve wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can’t live without you
Can’t breathe without you
I’m dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it’s over
Cause if the world is spinning and I’m still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over, over
Honestly tell me, honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over

dis.song.rocks. xP

tong huaa.

Tong HuaMichael Wong (Wang Guang Liang) wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
#
ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
tong hua li du shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
*
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Repeat # and *

wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
yi qi xie wo men de jie ju


credits:http://lyrics.robby.haryan.to/song.php?id=2508

bleah

hoho
i got nth to talk about todae
so i'll jus talk about my making i/c trip!!
hahaas.quite long ago le.
but damn farnie
hahahs

ok la it was..on weds la..30th march
den i went wif clinton..
so go to school. assembly.
den after form tcher interaction we left classroom to go to lavender mrt..
hahs
den walk walk walk..crap crap crap..
den felt lyk we running away from school lidat
lyk playing truant mans.
lols..den on the train we all crap alort..
den veri slack..until we reached the ica building le rite..
den we go ask the woman at the counter how to register.

n dis is the funniest part

take note take note..


clinton actualli forgot to bring his birth cert!!!!!!!!

LOLS.

wahahahahahahhaahha.
joke of the day!

hohoho.

he tot onli needed to birng his ex link card.
other than dat.
he din bring anything.
LOL how funni is dat!
i din ask him anything lor.
i tot he sure rmbr wan lor
den if i ask he will surely duh me de lor
hahahs.

mei xiang dao.

hahahhahahaha.

lol. ya den he called his mother to take bus to eunos
but b4 dat we took our i/c photos first
mine hors...
yuck yuck!!
hmphx.

den i went back wif shi fu to wait for his mother
den while waiting go n buy sweets.hahahs.

dis is called slacking the smart way.
hah.

okae den we went back to the ica building.
den clinton suddenly ask me.
OH! izzit need two parents' i/c's photocopy or just one can already??!!

den i was lyk...-_-'''''''''

cos i brought both ma. den i was lyk...oh shucks...haha..
den go n ask the woman..den luckily the woman say need one can already
lols

scaryy man.hah.

den after dat go register
den put fingerprint dere.
den my finger bcum black black de.
hahahs
so fun
lol

ya den after dat me n clinton decided to go bedok take bus
hahas
den go bedok dere.bought sum stuff to eat
hehehs
clint actualli encouraged me to buy dsi goreng pisang!!!!
ahhhhhhhhh
i ate 2/3 of it den i throw away le
hahahahs

not dat its awful la
but so wierD!!
u eating a hot banana.
so wierd lors!!
hahah. nvm
crap

the end!
x)

Saturday, April 2

hehh

whee

heyyys

wad a bad gurl jiayu is
she refuses to write me and testyyyyy!

arghh

since she's such a bad gurl im gonna spread it on my blog to tell other ppl how bad she is!

hmmphx

haas. kidding .
how can i be so bad to my mei?

ermmx.
haiyos.but i still expect a testy from u jiayu.
u dun tink u lazy lazy den dun write for me!
hahas.

laa.
o yes
i wanted to blog about my sin seh trip ytd.
hahas.
went to dis doctor in pasir ris la
den went to see for my stupid ankle dat hasnt recovered.
yea hahas.

den dis sinseh is lyk..he sprayed sum thingy on my ankle.
den put dis thingy above my leg..
den at first i tot it was a fan ok..
as in..fan to cool u down?
but its actualli a fan dat blows out hot air?
so interesting ritex!!

whoa den the sin seh dunno pro or wad
one big room can see 6 patients at the same time
cos each patient needs quite sum time
den the other patients wr doing accupuncture
gosh.
i saw him poke the needles into their head
so grosss
yuck yuck.

okok back to the heating fan
hahas.
i lie down for about..5 to 10 minutes?
den my ankle veri hot sia..
hahas..den after dat got apply dis sticky sticky stuff
den suddenly lyk burning lidat.
den wrapped it up.
whao scary mans

haha.but so much better already.
hav to put the thingy dere for two days
sunday hav to go back n take it out le.
scared dat by den my ankle lyk
jus imported from hongkong lyk dat.
wahahahs.

anyways.dun tink dats the end
still hav to eat medicine!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
and i hav to say
the medicine sucks
im serious!
sighhh!!

their tablets are lyk..BIGGGGG
and so rough!!
i put the tablet on my tongue.
den i dunno how to swallow!!
i drank half a cup of water jus to get it to my throat.
den another half to get in down my throat.
ahhhhhh.
horrible!
gosh.
the worst thing is
i hav to eat TWO tablets.
twice a day.
oh man!! mental and physical torture+abuse!!

goshhhhh.right now
time to take the medicine already.
AHHHHH.
*pengx.

wish me R.I.P. please?

*sighhhhx

x.X

Friday, April 1

wooo

ahahhx.
man
wadd a spasssticccc dayyyyyyyy
april fools
woohoo.
the first thing dat happened once i reached school was hearing dat 3A classroom was "locked"
ya rite..locked..den si kai inside walking about..ghost sia..
once i walked to 3A den Xiao tian saying. oh 3A classroom locked le! *holding hp* im calling hannah now..

wahahahx.
as if.

hohoho.

oh den the first lesson was tan ik ching lesson for chinese
den 3A changed classroom wif 3D
wahahah.
so confusing!
cos after chinese was humans elect.den every one hav to change classrooms and combine classes.
den 4H decided to cum down n invade 3A classroom
so 4H in 3A. 3A in 3D. 3D in 4H?
oh maybe im wrong
SEE.
too confusing dat i cant even blog it properly
hahahas.
but wadever.
the point is. it was FUN.
lols

ya wadever den we had elect. went to 3B.but in the end went to com lab
ahahaha. wad a crappyy lab lesson
dennis down dere complaining dat his comp veri lag.den he started to lyk.."create" a "lag" song.
den somehow his internet cant load. so ms koh was lyk..is ur com realli DAT lag??!!
i dunt tink he ever managed to go to the webby
sad case
ahas.
oh ya. shi tat..trying to find TELETUBBIES piccs on google.
den he was saying..can find so many of Mr.POh.'s piccys.
ya man dat was funni!!
hahah n he started singing the teletubby song together wif the EH-OH.
hahah.omg spastic!!
laaalaaa.so totally frozen

after dat we went back to 3D classroom.had quite a boring english lesson.
dunno y ms ow keep smiling at me..so scarryY!!
hahaha!n she was busy giving out "love notes" man..
den recess..den maths..HOHO!
maths..first maths lesson ever wifout opening maths tb at all
wahahahx.
so cool ritex.
i refused to open it .lolsss
everyone kept crapping n crapping n crapping about our lives
trying to avoid the maths topic.
jus anything. but maths.
who asked her not to return us our maths results.
den we also asked her how she met her husband.
WHO SHE DOESN'T LOVE.
omg
is dat stupid or wad.
marry sumbody u dun love?
*hmpphx
we asked her why she married him.
guess wad she said.

oh. until now im still questioning myself dat!

goshhh.
how spastic is dat~

den crap crap crap.
last lesson SS.
hoho. dun talk about it le. too lengthy.
details ? go look at minqi's blog.
she blogged so much about todae.
hahhs.im lazy to type .
heee.

o well.

after dat had cca
practised under e hot sun.
erm not directly. but still. damn hot.
ya so aa la ok..ppl walk past den will o.O
lols
den xian zheng sumtimes siao siao?
jus bcos si han said cannot hear us from whr she stood
he so motivated suddenly.den suddenly
whr its supposed to b soft. den he SO LOUD.
den i start laffing n laffing laa.
hahax...
man!so spastic.
dere was even a little shuai-ge ant dat was crawling around my score
tink it got alort of attention from wei qi.
ya and meee. too.
hahass

den went to tm to buy suzzie pressy
so hard to find
den later ate dinner
saw sinseh for my leg.
the end!
wheee~
april fools day rocks.
3A rocks.

oh the imperial family rocks tooo!
im e imperial lorry.
ROCKS!
wahahax.
im a means of transport.
im useful k
im a musician tooo. -.^

seee. i got so mani uses.
nahhhax.
hohohox.



x[the feelings.]x