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Tuesday, May 31

arhh

muscle acheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
=C
so painful laaa.
tink too long din run ler
den now suddenly so much of those jumpy jumpy stuff
haha..crapp.
never had so much muscle ache b4
arms. thigh. calf. back.

haiya.cant stand it lehh!!
even sitting down. standing up. walking stairs
also a biggg problem laa.
blehhs

now feeling veri wierd man.haha
lyk going to fall sick.
but not realli falling sick.
hmmmm.

?

hahahs

anw.
i LOVE group 4.
xD

they sooo rockk!!
lalalaa.

*sneeze

lazy again. gd nite.

Monday, May 30

):

haiiyas.
not realli in a good mood.
stuff.
wad crap.
cannot stand it
i DIDNT do it on purpose la!
say till lyk.i damn mean or wad.
--*cries
haiish.

nows a good time to go arcade n vent out everythingg.
but. hurhur. at 9pm.
haish
tryina find a person to talk to
but lyk deres not mani ppl who i can double click on dat msn contact list.
saddist. =C

``-my dreams r just too far awayyy

n u cant change me

cos we lost it all
nth lasts forever

sorryy. i cant be perfectt

now its just too late
n we cant go back

im sorry. i cant be perfect

i try not to tink about the the pain i feel inside
dint u noe
u used to be my hero

all the days u spent with me
now it seems so far away
n it feels lyk u dunt care anymore

im never going to be good enough for u

nths gonna change the things dat u said
nths gonna make things right again

pls dun turn ur back
i cant believe each other
i talked to you

but u dun understand

Saturday, May 28

hm

hmmph
ytd was lyk blowing my nose..
den got blood?
scared me to death leh
first time liddat.
haiyoos.><,

todae ar.
veri cham..hav lotsa trouble walking
esp up the stairs
gawshhh.muscle ache lyk siao.hahah

oh well.nvmm lars lazy to type anymore
maths homework to do but tml morning
going to chiong all out ><
*sighhs

Friday, May 27

blehh!

hey
i just realised dat todae we onli did 40secs of the song for the dance
wowww.
180 secs more to go.
double wow.

post exam stress?

haiiyo.
after exams i feel more stressed den during exams laa
lyk got shooo mani things to do..
for example. my tuition hw dat i havent done.
hmmph! x

im lyk so gonna die todae and tml doing those eleven qns
with about two or three sub qns each
dat means its about 22 or 33 qns
hmmmmm.
lalala

i dun think i'll lyk this tues.
tho i used to sort of lovee tuesdays laa.
hmmmph.now, ermm.
wad shuld i dooooo??
hai sum one tell me lehhs
decide for me?
carnnt sort out my thots leh.
how??

haiyoos.
anw ytd was dat lame CMF challenge which i din tink anyone completed.
collecting $30 for flag day seemed..quite easy..
but not wif TWO other organization/school competing wif u. lol
erm not actualli compete.
but ppl will AP u lor
most treat u lyk ghostts.

n dere was this..er..cleaner i tink..she was asking us how cum we hav to do flag day on a thursday and not a saturday..lol??

hello. its not even 7th month!
blahh

u dun wan to donate? fine.
jus shake ur head la!
not lyk u shake ur head den will drop off ur neck rite
arghhh
seeing the ugliest part of "reality" lOL
sad case laa!
dey jus walk past u lyk ure dis idiot saying
"hello good morning!! pls....."
dey dun even wan to make eye contact wif u
wowww.

ugh. disgusting creatures.
hope one of those DIGUSTING PPL i approached is reading this.
hurhurhurss. acting ignorant is. NOT. cool.
oh well.

todaae was okae.
actualli.not so okae.haha
had classroom cleaningg.
let alort of dirt into my fingernails and it couldn't come out.
woww. all cos of the whiteboard dat wooden part.
even last yr i cleaned dat part also lyk dat.
but this yr fingernails look worse.
wahhas.sad lifee.

oh ya n i had to clean the windows twice wif a dry cloth
cos at first me n some others wiped le.
den sek hui din noe la so she went to wipe again wif wet cloth.
den wen i told her she almost wanted to strangle me lOL.
hey. but im worse lor. im lyk so short.
den the last two or three window panes cannot reach!
hahahaa. xP sadderr life

after dat had co meeting
for sports dayy!
hahah my part was for dance.
yarhh so spent about 4hrs making the first four parts
and its not even the chorus yet!
hmmph lol.
but actualli not so bad le.
none of us dere had much experience laa. hehhs

using avril's song.
i sort of hate avril for making the song so fast.
den hav to listen SO carefully laa!
den slowly slowly make up e steps.wahahas
quite fun larrs u noee.haha keep making up spastic steps
den laugh at e spasticism.
LOL. (=O

i actualli thot dat ayumi's songs better to dance lehs
but actualli now think dat avril's song also quite gd larh
cos at least e lyrics can help u to rmbr e steps.LOL
yays. hehe we wipe tables too. hahahhs

hope dat we can practice e dance till almost perfection ba?
dats myy..er. aim..?yeahh w0ot ~
lols

ohoh. i jus remembered. happie birthdaee tingtingg!!((:
wahhhs. im nice. lols her pressy was an umbrella.
but its NICE k. wahah and it costs. $ xx
see? double digit k.lol.not so cheap k. ;)

okae lazy to type anymore.
sec3 comm rockss!! xPp

______________________________________
`mariah careyy
we belong togetherr ;;

I didn't mean it When I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid
I was foolish I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you'
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything

I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
'Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you Need you back in my life baby
_____________________________

Monday, May 23

yawnn

haiya
im never going to tampines
on a public holiday.or weekends le la

today went to century sq n tm
so sickening laa
its lyk sooooo mani ppl!

argh den walk until lyk so tired
hmphhs.
hahs
im bored still la

tml finalli going school again yays
n hav comm meeting again yeh lol
bit wierd hor
during exams missed comm meeting lol
haha?? xP
can stay back in school again
niceee. ^^

lalala hmmmph
not going to stay online n spoil my moods
tink im going to slp early tonite. hehhhs.
wake up earli tml morning. yepps
to comb my hair another million times
its in a big big mess laaa.
hahhas.
nevermind.

niteniteeeees ((=

Sunday, May 22

sighhh

someone someone one dis earthh.
teach me how to erase the pastt?
somehow it just still hauntts
and hurts
haish




sigh.maybe dis is wad happens when u dun make use of ur holidays properly n slack all day long thinking about useless stupidd stuff.

Friday, May 20

xD

wahaha.
todae got back results.
so rocked.

hmmphh.
a maths n chem rocked most.
at least not f9. but .o well.
hmm. close? hahah.
ss was so. hmmm. lucky.
just passed.
chinese was better than i expected.
but. a maths. arhhhh.
wanted to pass at least laa.
but still fail. cool la.

haiyos
today in class got ppl cry.
but not or long lah. luckily (:

oh ya


i cut my hair!!




its lyk finalli.
hav been wanting to cut since long long agoo.
finalli cut.
at jean yip! haha.
tink dat wld be the onli time i will go dere.
lol. u noe wad.

dey serve a cup of drink for u!
den i was omg! so cute the cup .
hahahaa lyk so sweet la.
i mean. suddenly felt so..hmm.
tai tai?
hahah
crapp.

luckily wasnt dat expensive. yayy
den i washed my hair too
den the guy fingernail so long!
so ticklish laa xS
n got some water in my ear.
den he use towel n wipe
woops.

den i laughed out ok.haha!gosh.
so embarrassing laa.
haiyos!

lol.*knocks my own head*

hahah.okae.spasticc.

dunno if hair cut good or bad lei.
went wif yi jie she say quite ok la
den cum home my bro lyk saw me
den he was walking by. den he see my hair
den he turn back n look wif a o.O look.

alamakk.haha..but my mother say not bad.
haha.feel a bit consoled le.hees.

tues den go school. ahh.so scary lol.
and dat means more papers to check.
whowww. hmphh.

lala. going off le BYE!

Thursday, May 19

heeeee

ahaaa! ((:

haven been blogging for a while.
exams r overrrrr!!
*whoooots.

in the best mood since the last few weeks
yeahh .hoho.

but i'm still in need of sleep laa.lol x)

oh . anw dese two days r marking days!
how wonderful ^^,

lovely

beautiful

enjoyable

cheery

days!


wahahah.
marking days rockk.

u go out to shop n u see others still in uniform

den u feel lyk. hey i dun needa go sch.

how nice rite. lols.


wed went out to white sands to buy
shoes.pen.notebook.blah blah blah

oh! n i even went to the libraryy!
wahaha. too free^^,

anw i was alone. so walk reaaalliiii slowly
also nobodi care.
nice feeling noes. ((:
esp rite after exams. hoho!

den todae went out for a while also.
went arcade to play wif michelle
wahahs.at century square.
so fun! ><,

hehehhs.

ya laah im getting lazier to update my blog le.
quite boring.
dun realli lyk to stay so long on the com nowdays.
quite boring.
hahah.

okae. the end lers.

wahhah.
((x

-leaving happily. haha!



[i must be thinking too much.its an illusion.its impossible]

^^.

Friday, May 13

black friday

friday 13th
rockss k?
chemistry exam

i can predict e future le

chemistry= F9

wooot..?



-_-"

i need sleep.

i really need sleeeeeeeeeppppppppp


arghh.
got a big big scolding from my mother too.

whow

nice friday.
hmph.


blah.dun wana type anymore.
but anw.

left wif bio n chinese.

TWO MORE.

and no more!!

i <3 tuesdays. yay.

Sunday, May 8

//kelly clarksonn

``The Trouble With Love Is

Kelly Clarkson

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool,
it's trueI played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

Friday, May 6

hah!

hahah.

i wanna post the same entry as the last one!
hehhh


hahahha.
it ROCKS.
yayyyyy!




*heex

Wednesday, May 4

sobsob!!!!

HAI TUN WAN LIAN REN ROCKSS! xDDDD

*shoo touchinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!




*eyes r not meant for crying.


x)

Monday, May 2

><,

argh
sick again
bleehhhhhh.
sneezing non stop.
den eyes tired.
lips crack.
woww.rocks?
hurhur.

wanted to study study study
mug mug mug
for MYEs
but lei?
slackkkkkkkk.
imperial lighthouse same as me
sickk
den history hw never do.
erm but . maybe she did more hw than me
cos i did none i tink

idunno wads wrong wif me dis few weeks lor
so slack!
cannot stand it.
arghh

and i veri frustrated abt my ANKLE
veri da pai lor my ankle.
sho long still haven recover.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh




wadever.
*pengx.



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