hope; aspire; desires; dreams;

Sunday, January 30

aha

ahahaha dis is lame


LORETTA
L
is for
Lucky
O
is for
Outrageous
R
is for
Radiant
E
is for
Enlightened
T
is for
Tasty
T
is for
Tasty
A
is for
Arty

lame lame lame!!

aha.dis is my attitude.
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

cool. i tink its true hahaz.(:

Saturday, January 29

laaaaa

Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.

But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."

Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand."
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now. Let go......

Let ur love be honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

((:


lala

me type out sum stuff from the teens mag i jus bought ok..nice nice ...haha cos its realli veri true ba i guess...?

Living for love

"love isnt two ppl looking at each other, but twp ppl looking at the some thing together."

mani things tell of a perfect love.whr eachperson is willing to giv up everything for his/her partner.or of selfish love, whr love equals to stooping to all levels to posses the person.
[this is true.i agree.lol?]

Everyone out dere is searching for dat "one true love".the question is whether u lose sight of wads more impt in life bcos of dat search.

so wad is more impt?

how abt ur family? dey r the ones hu hav been taking care of u n loved u from the day u wr born. you friends. dey r the ppl u whine to wen u r upset. cos ur parents might not understand wad u r gonig thru. n is dese ppl r true frenz u can oso expect dem to be dere for u wen u need dem. but the onli prob wif frenships is dat a lot of the love given in conditional and can break up, like relationships if ure not careful.

wooo haha the end.

i lyk the first sentence.

"love isnt two ppl looking at each other, but twp ppl looking at the some thing together."

sounds cool rite. haha
bye

Monday, January 24

wooooooooosh

woohoooo...
todae is SUCH a LUCKY day for me *sacarstic
if u wan 2 learn how to save ur life in mrt stations.
DO read till the end of this post.it will help..
hey dun laff..im SERIOUS..lala~

nanana i shall start the story of my lucky day..

one. the worst way to start ur day is to..oversleep.
yes..dats wad happened.ha.i woke up at 6.40
wen im supposed to reach sch by 7.25?
hmmmx.so i got a shock of my life n rush lyk siao.
blah blah...

two. reach school liao..den history test
argh got source based!! *yuckiess...
so blah! tink im going to fail it lyk i almos failed.
last yr.the last history test was horrible.
*eww...source based =S zzz...

three. after school. +long story+
me and yining were so bo liao...!
we hor walk down the stairs beside the stadium.
den halfway we realised dere was a match..
so we stopped to discuss if we should stay n watch the match.
so we decided to go to the stadium.
it was CroOWwwwdeddd i tell u...
so we din stay longer..decided to go home.

den i so sian lor i tell u...i so bored dun feel lyk going home.
den yining ask if i wan to go back to stadium n watch match.
so we stopped to discuss again.
i wanted to bang against the pillar beside me. loLx.
but dat wasn't the prob.

the prob was dat we already walked to the bus stop already.
u noe which bus stop..?! one stop b4 tanah merah mrt station.
yes..dat wan...
so we walked back. yining din mind.
cos she said she loves walking...wow...lol??
never mind la i so bored anyway. haX~

so den i decided to wait for yj to finish her zuo wen
den ask her to pei me go take mrt.lol..so lalala
watch match until about 4 plus plus yj finalli called.
den she say wan go co room play drums!! loL..
wad an enthu gal...lolx...
so yining went home first den i went to co room play.

and i finally noe how to play the er hu~~!
wif my tcher as shu min...!!! lolx...^-^
nice tcher i hav manz...wootx...lol..
so about 5 plus plus we left co room..
den walk to the mrt station
n saw minxue wif her gal guideyys frenzyys.

talking about minxue.another shock of my life.
shall tell u later hax~
i should hav run to the mrt to catch the train b4 mx.
yea i should hav.lol.

four. at the tanah merah mrt platform
deres dis middle mrt track rite?
so me n suz were dere ''talking'' to yj opposite.
so our backs were facing the escalator.
n i suddenly realised dat i left my hp in sch!!!
wowws...lucky ehh? *booooooos

so i was lyk ewww..my hp...my hpp...*sniffs...

five. dis is the worst part.yucks.

suddenly mx came up the plat form from behind.
n wad did she do?
she -so-called- tapped. on our shoulders.
yea..tapped..
if u had just tapped we wouldn't hav screamed.
esp ME. i dun realli scream so often.
u jus scared the hell out of me manz..
my dear mx...
we were just 30cm away from the mrt track..
and we were standing behind the yellow line.
but i very light wan lorx...
u anyhow push me i jus fall inside den u die.
oh..nono.is i die..- - "

if i realli fell inside i would definitely die.
why?
1. im too short.
2. i cant climb up walls.
3. i wldnt hav recovered from the shock yet.

yar n all u did was laugh ur lungs out mx..- - "
u r s.p.a.s.t.i.c. larhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
u r so bian tai lorx how cld u try to scare me.lol.

but heyy im not exaggerating ok.
ask mx's two guides frenz.
dey looked as horrified as me and suz..lol?
den dey warned mx neva to do dat to dem.haa.
dunno la i realli dunno wad to do after mx's "tap"
me n suz were lyk... !!!!!!! omg???!!!
zz...

mx still said she would do it another time.
i tell u..no more another time!!
if u do..

i'll strangle uuuuuuuuu!!!

lolsss...

im serious k..

on the mrt wif dem i totally dunno wad to say..
i was jus...minxue....minxue.....i wun 4get u...
zz... hahaz..

izznt dis post so interesting???

haa..i hav a sad life dun i...?
lolXxxx....blahhhx..

u're my idol man mx...LoL...
u realli rock...
as in...u rocked me near the mrt track?
nex time do it further away.LOL.

i seriously wun 4get u...
i'll always rmbr dat a gal called GUO MIN XUE.
tapped my on the shoulder on the 24th of January.
im sure suzanne will rmbr it tooo...
*hope she has recovered from the shock already! loLx~

Lesson learnt: wen u see Guo minxue on the mrt platform.
----- scrammm!!----
yes. pls pls pls do.
i dun wan u to die either from shock.
or simply by being run over my the mrt train.
hmphx.
or else u'll be the next to be tapped on the shoulder.
n i dun tink u'll be so lucky to not fall..
so. pls do rmbr...stay away from gmx wen on the platform.
rmbr my advice..dun say i neva tell u horx...lol..
warn u already k...mus rmbr leiii...lolx!!

oh haha i recall last yr's band concert...
sumthing to do wif mrt again...
haha after band concert suz bk jy melvin n me
we taking mrt home together..
den until reaching kembangan jy was saying..
heyyy~im reaching my stop soon lei hahaz..
*she was trying to ci ji us.cos she was the first to alight...
so we wr giving her dat --yea yea..-- look...

den wad happened!!! LOL.
the mrt overshot Kembangan station.
wooowsss!! den we actually laughed out so loud in the mrt dat everyone was looking at us LOL.

we were lyk...see lorx jy...orbigood...try n ci ji us la...hahahaz...
so my pooor mei had to alight at bedok n take back another train to Kembangan.

hAhax...ok dis is a realli long post.
i noe u gun regret reading dis post...
i tink this is the most entertaining post ever.
Hax. ya dun u agree...??? loLxxx...

*hey!! did u realise the two main characters in the two MRT stories were the Gguides galz in 2E...??? wowws...2e guides gals hav such affinity wif MRT stories..wonder wad about the other Gguides gals...lol...

*mx u rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!
*jy u rawwwkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk too!!!

dis is so funn...blogging about two guideeeyyssssss.....

both spastic n beyond. lOL.

lyk me lorx hahaz...


okok i dun wan write le my hand to tired..

nitex! ^^

*pooooofff....

-gonex

Sunday, January 23

blehh

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I loved I'll take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway

``why izzit ppl dun realise how u may be hurt
why izzit sum ppl dun tink for others feelings? ``
``why izzit dat ppl had stabbed u in the heart
but can onli utter *sorry* and nothing else?``
``why izzit ppl hav to suffer pain some time
in their life and cant hav everlasting happiness?``
``why izzit ppl were unaware of the consequences
and the pain the tears the scars the loneliness``
``would hit sumone altogether at a point
reaching a point of wanting to break down``
``to end it all to give up on everything
and never to believe in dreams and fairytales no more``

``all the tears all the pain
i wonder.i realli do.if i it is all worth it``
``we shouldn't cry over spilt milk
but its lost. its gone. messed up.``
``its raining outside
lyk wad im feeling inside``


___wo de tong shi ni gei de cheng nuo``
``wo jian chi wao zou shi wo gei de jie kou___
___qu nian de dong tian wo men xiao de hen tian``
``___mei you jie guo  wo bu neng gou jie shou___
You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am i that unimportant?Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me
I'm all alone isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there isn't something missing?

________________________________________


*missing you



bud it'll never be the same again*



*one day u'll forget me



and hopefully i will too*



*jus hoping



time will heal my scars*

ccrapp

Nothing about her was extraordinary
Nothing about her made her stand out in a crowd.
She grew up in a family of six and being the eldest
she learned responsibility at an early age.
As she grew stronger and brighter, she instilled asort of light and cheer to whomever she met.She was not beautiful, but she made others feelbetter about themselves.
She meets a rebel boy who thinks he is all manbefriending him, she teaches him.She teaches him how to read and a little boost,the ' man' needed to go to college.
They become fast friends and she fell fast in lovewith her rugged handsome student.The ' man' then finds himself in love with a girl
A girl who was so beautifulHer hair was a hallow of light around her
Her eyes the bluest blue of the ocean.
' Like an angel' he tells his tutor' like a beautiful angel.'
The girl swallows a lump at her throat
She was not beautiful
She did not posses the heart of the one he loved,but she did not care.
As long as he was happy, she would be happy, or so she tried to.
She helped write the most beautiful letters to his angel
All the time visioning it was she herself recieving those very letters.
And so the girl helped him choose the right clothes, say the right words, and buy the right giftsfor his angel.His angel brought him much joy and much pain tothe girl who cried behind her smiles.But that never stopped her from giving more than she will ever receive.
Then one day, all of they broke looseThe angel he loved left him for another man
A richer and more successful man
The boy was stunned
He was so hurt, he did not speak for days
The girl went to himHe cried on her shoulder and she cried with him.
He was hurt and she was too.Time went by and so wounds heal.The boy realizes something about his friend/tutor.Something he never realized before.
How her laughter sounded heavenly
and how her smiles brightened up the darkest days,
or how simply beautiful she looked to him!Beautiful.
This plain, simple girl was beautiful tohim
And he began to fall.Fall so in love with this beautiful girl
On one day, he picked up all his courage to seeherHe walked to her house, nervous, and fidgeting,Running his thoughts over and over his head.He was going to tell her how beautiful she was to him
He was going to tell her how wonderfully in love hewas with her.He knocked. No one was home.The next day, he found out that the beautiful girl he fell in love with had a brain tumor that put her into a coma.
The doctors were grim and the family decided to let her go.One final time he got to see her
He held her hand He stroked her hair and he cried for this beautiful girl.He cried, but it was too late.The beautiful girl was buried and the heavens broke.
Out a beautiful spring shower, a cry for their loss.She was the most beautiful girl in the world andshe had taught the rebel boy-man to love and whatit is to be loved.
She was the most beautiful girl in the world.
Look around. Isn't there a lot of plain faces?Take a good look.
A real good look, or you might just miss out that beautiful person.

Thursday, January 20

woooooooo!

wooooohoooooooo~~~!!!!!
yooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....
hieeeeeeeeeeeee!
hahaz...im in a veri veri good mood now im crapping wif ppl online
being a crazy crazy spastic person hahaz.
yes i have a screw loose thx man
dunno y in sucha good mood now wootx!
aha! tmr rehearsal for SYF.wow~
nice skirt nice skirt.
nex time den talk about it ahAx!
lalala pray 4 me dat nth happens to me halfway tmr
cos i jus started puasa ing after i ate dat Milo bar in school ytd..
joKe? ya rite..how u noe..loLx!
all yun zhen n yining's fault.say i eat le will grow fat fat..
den i say since now hari raya i take the chance to puasa
waHax.funnie~~~

i sleep now i so sleepy yAwns.

oh still haf to pack bag 4 tmr aiya sianz.

NitEEEeex!

Friday, January 14

blahhh now nobodi online le so sian

now hardly got time blog liao larx..
everytime hav to stay back stay back stay back
stay until i everyday oso dun hav enuf slp
den go school face the boring tchers
surely wun fall asleep de lor.
wah man i tell u hor..
the ms lim g l hor..her voice so...SIAN lor..
den sumore teach a+e maths.so horrible.
everyone until maths class le den will
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..maths arhh...
horrible ritE? yes.

alamakx.still got dat zarinah...wah man..
she teach us history...
so FUN.n FASCINATING!
WoW.
exciting huh?=.=
blehx.still got dat chen yi qing..
whole day keep dragging the lessons.
i dun mind la..i dun realli care actually.

hahax..buden he realli digress aLoRt man
seriously..
jus from wad compo book can talk until the whole process of submiting the compos to the publisher n blah n blah n blah n blah!
veri lame lor..i oso duno-_- "

ok den english tcher is ms ow!i tink she rox.
she veri cute lor..hahaz...sumore stay in the hostel.
den wen is start raining she start to "cry"..
cos she hang out her clothes to dry out in the hostel
so wen raining it get wet.so she cry..
sumore cry for 5mins..hahaz so cutee? haha

orh n ya den the lit tcher ms koh..she veri...
ahemX...lyk to dress up la..dress until..
quite kua zhang lor..den i see le veri guai guai?
everytime call the class to keep quiet..hmm?

SS taught by kartini..so farnie lor todae.
she was toking about her JC dat time..she accidentally said shit in class.den the tcher was angry la..den after quite long she admitted dat she was the one who said shit..but guess wad...the tcher said..no i noe u're innocent..u're jus trying to cover up for the clas...lyk WOW.hahaz..
note:she was councillor during JC..haaaaa...sho farnie..

ya ok end of tchers.so boring!
dis whole week ShO busy wif CO lor..
hav to prepare lots of things for syf..still hav to prepare lots of things for a camp is march holidays..den plan all the activities blah blah blah n blah n blah..
ytd had to stay back until about 7plus den go home..so went to buy dinner n all dat so reached home at 8.30..
todae lei?after da zu prac we take the syf skirt home den hav com meeting..
until about 7 lidat den i left earlier den go tuition..until 9.30 lor..
so about 10 den can bathe lei...ke lian rite hahaz...
for the com ppl who stay back i tink at least until 8plus den dey left...so pei fu..
sumore most of dem sec4s le..den the di zi s oso got join discussion..nice rite..haha..
lalala i tink dey choose the co vice pres le..
can guess who liao la..quite obvious lor hahaz..(:

march will hav sec3 camp n oso co camp..
cant wait for the camps to come...sure will be veri tiring
but shuld be veri veri nice de...yea man!woootx~ ^^,


blah! 11.55 pm liao...yAwnss...
*lack of sleep for mani nitex ler...
good niteeeyx!

Thursday, January 6

haha.dortx.
jason's nick is...SACARSTIC lorz...
im so happy sitting behind huixian
bcos wen its raining oso wun feel cold
wad the- - " luckily he neva write anything
racist...cos he usually is..lyk tessa chin..
lol...everytime telling racist jokes?hahax..(=

im BORED.still.
blahx.time to go bybye

hm

hmmm wad a boring day lor..
@school jus study ba le...
den after dat go do sum stuff wif the com...
yawns..now tinking back..
feel dat i should hav neva agreed..
it jus messed up my life lor
now im still regretting...
im so tired tinking about it lor..
but until now still cant forget..
cant lor..everytime i tink about it..
den i will keep asking myself..
why?why do dat to me lor...
haix..but never mind.
i from last yr decided not to hate anyone le
so i dunt..i jus look down on a few ppl ba..
hmm maybe not so serious la..
but..jus feel dat dey dun realli understand
the true meaning of some things..
dats my view la..o well..
all i can say is..too bad...?
from now i wun trust so easily again..no..
not now..not ever...
i wun accept disappointment the second time..
yes dats wad i want
dun be sacarstic.dun irritate me.
dun put ur happiness dat u succeeded
on my sadness.
i would jus appreciate it.if U jus go away.
and i believe one day i will jus suan le...

Sunday, January 2

countdown!!

heyys...yea man...on friday got countdown at my house..
so fun man!!!hahax...
total got 8ppl came..cos onli thurs nite den suddenly decided to come my house countdown
den i asked almos everyone in 2E lor..den my phone bill surely wun bao de lor...
haha ya den...i go meet dey all at pasir ris mrt lor..
den wen i reached onli clara and gan da reach le..
i tink clara mus hav waited until she half rot ba..cos meet at 7.30 den she reached at 7.05
oops..?hahaz...
after dat jason ade n suz came...n left wif tingting...wif her veri loose jeans...
came at almos 8 maybe??i 4got le..hahax...den still haven eaten her dinner..

so we all go white sands de food court...jason go mac da bao..haha...
he wanted to get the..white uni neopet...den sold out..den he wanted to get another wan...but still sold out! hahaha...dis kind of ppl...whr to find!!!lol...zhang bu da...haha..
den we go food court le...ade n ting2 shared a claypot dunno wad thing.
it supposed to have fire below..which jason "accidentally" blew out..
oh and we saw ting2s father dere eating dinner too...
and she actually din noe until i told her...lol??
den i go buy M n Ms to eat.. *yuumm*

so finally dey finished eating...den we went to interchange to wait for 403..
n also wait for bk lor..he was on bus 12..den ting2 say she saw bus 12 cum le at the same time 403 oso came..so she say faster run faster run! den can catch the bus...
but lei..? either bk not on dat bus or it wasnt bus 12...so we run dere...
den stare at the bus driver wif a [[oops]] look..? diao man... malu ed..
but aiya dun care..den wait another 20mins for the bus...den ting2 wanted to post her letter..
so we walk back to mrt...den hor the letter box nex to the vending machine lehz..
so u noe wad!!hahaha...she almos wanted to post her letter into the drink machine...
sumore got dis guy near there saw...hahah..

ok so finally on our way to my house le..den ting2 use her new k700i to take a very shaky video in a very shaky bus wif her shaky hands...lol...? so cum out the video carn see anything..
ok..so my house is near a forest...n dey all were thinking dat i live in the forest...-_-"
surely wan lor..jus dat the nearest bus stop in front of the forest rite...my fault har...bleh..lol..
n jason keep saying he wan to go toilet...so i tell him if cannot ren3 do it in the drain lor...haha..
ok...YAY! finally reached my house..lol!! ya den we all eat satay..eat pringles...blah blah..
we jus sit down watch tv...chat chat lor...den after a while tessa came liao! yea!!haha..
so funni lor..she came le den she wan go toilet...den jason forgot dat he wanted to go toilet..
so after tessa go le den he go oso..den dey explore my room sia..lol..
n dat sickening jason go smack my jay poster lor!! blehhhh...
aiyo...my poster so poor thing rite...kena hit by si jason...lol..

oh ya den after wards we all keep telling cold cold jokes...and sum racist jokes too..
lol..
i put a few here..wen ur house is on fire..who will save u?
a) super man
b)bat man
c)spider man
d)doraemon

the ans is.... DORAEMON!!!
(the answer is not bcos he got a fan on his head)
is cos SHEN1 CHU1 YUAN2 SHOU3

yea man!!cold enough??hahx...

ok den
which person will definitely lose wen u play scissors paper stone...?

XIAO DING DANG!!
why? bcos it will always put out stone!! lol!!
both oso xiao ding dang wan..haha so cute man...
ok back to countdown...
at about 11.20 lidat we all decided to go to pasir ris park to countdown..
den i was busy finding lighter...almos couldnt find...cos we playing sparklers dere..
ya den i lend clara my roller blades and my bicycles to bk n jason..
den halfway ting2 n bk go back take their bags...so dey took the bicycles back,,
so den we man man go to the park...den play sparklers...after dat we all climb the spider web..
den sudenly tessa realise is 11.50 le so we keep waiting for 11.59..
den i climb to the top lei...yay!! hehe
den gan da almos top liao but still a bit lower than me...cos...i short ma..((((:
hahaha... see short oso got advantage wan worhhx...den can fit inside the small small web..
den ting2 n bk came back le...with the bicycles...so lame...
dey wr supposed to leave it in my house...lol...??
lol...den i was lyk shouting down to tessa dey all wen its 11.59.50
so horz i was shouting so loud den so aa lor!!

wooohoooo!!! we countdown le den i so happi man..den we all go n play the play ground stuff...den jason n gan da keep shaking the rope thingy..scary lor...hahaz...
den after dat yj send me sms wish me happi new yr..so i called her back on her hp..
den we all lyk quite high..den we all shout happi new yr to her...haha~~
buden hor so guilty sia..i hai4 her to get scolding from her ma ma...
alamakx...so paiseh lor...den after dat we all decide go home le..
ting2 n bk left earlier...den ade suz n gan da took taxi home together..
so left wif me clara tessa n jason..
den we walk back to my house..den jason left first...den tessa..
ya dat is about 1am le..so later my father fetch clara home..
so i went wif her lorz..ya dat is about 1am le..
and finally i reach home..but i din sleep yet...i bathed again..
den i went msn...slack slack..
den i went to do ZHOU JI..wow...i started at 3+ man..
den i finished at about 5 ba...den i wnt to eat...cos so hungry..hahaz...
ya den i wanted to read my er nu ying xiong zhuan for yue du bao gao..
den lyk guess wad...i fell asleep after reading a few pages..hahaha..
n i still actually thot of seeing sunrise lor...so in the end carn see lor..sadded..
now i regret sacrificing my sleep liao...now i having flu..coughing...sore throat..
AND a swollen eye..wow...haiz...sad man...i shall go sleep le...tmr sch reopen!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee good niteeeees!