guilt

OH MAN..
the reason why im blogging immediately after i just reached home,
now, at 4.44pm, soaked by the rain, perspiring madly,
is because i feel so guilty!!

i have this neighbour who lives a few doors away from me.
dont know him personally but saw him quite a few times lah.
then we were on the same bus lah.
so i was thinking of asking him if he needed an umbrella, then can share.
but in the first place i wasnt even sure my umbrella was working,
cos i havent used it in like MONTHS. yes, seriously.


then i got off the bus. then obviously he didnt have an umbrella.
so i walked to the side of the bus stop and..erm tried to get the umbrella working.
at first i thought it was spoilt okay!!
its like cant open properly.then finally can. like after one minute. =.=
then i dont know whether i should ask him if he needed to share.
but right, so wierd lah. like, nan nu shou shou bu qin rite. LOL (okay jk)
but i dont know him then ask him to share umbrella with me.
like so super W I E R D.
so you cant realy blame me lah. =x woops?


but right, after that i realised that he crossed the road and just ran up the slope lah.
its like the rain was so freaking heavy lah. and runnig up the slope is like - one word.
TOUGH.

so here i am, in front of the computer, feeling utterly guilty. hmph.



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